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HopeIsLost
Game Over
- Oct 2, 2020
- 55
I'm planning to finally ctb this month by partial hanging. However, I've been doing test runs to see how I'll do it. The problem is though that whenever I practice it, it's painful for me. Within a couple of seconds I get a lot of blood pressure in my head that intensifies to the point it literally feels like my head will explode. And not only that but another thing that happens is that I end up choking to the point I squirm of out instinct and have to fight against the extreme urge to cough. I really don't want to experience this for a long time since I'm pretty sure I'll pass out around 5-9 minutes and I wouldn't be able to handle that long. Does anyone have any advice and tips?