How to make committing more enjoyable?

[SpaxeZ]

Hello everyone. My best friend ever just broke up with me. I have non curable sexual dysfunction anf currently inside a refugee camp but I still keep convincing myself to live longer and continue this hellish life. How to make committing suicide more enjoyable for myself? I do deserve much better than this life

 

[LunaXCBN]

I don't have much experience with stuff like this, but wouldn't getting wasted be a viable option?
I do think it might make committing to it a bit harder. Thoughts?

 

[jodes2]

Drugs. Mdma, acid, ketamine, benzos, morphine, codiene, anything you can get your hands on that is psychoactive

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe that actually going through with suicide would only be pleasant to me if I had a peaceful method, but sadly that's not the reality. I do think that if I had a reliable method planned out it would just be enough of a relief for me knowing that this will all certainly be coming to an end, and soon I will be able to finally sleep for all eternity.