How to live after suicide ?

[Éternel]

Hi, I've been obssessed by this question for a very very long time.

HOW TO LIVE after suicidal thoughts, suicidal tendencies, suicide attempts ??

The only thing on my mind lately is suicide. I can't study, I can't do anything and I have a lot to do...
Plus, my family doesn't help, they just bring me down all the time and I can't stop thinking about it.
And I can't go out (I don't want to escalate tensions between my family and me), I'm trapped in my house and it's going to be the school holidays soon...

Any ideas ?

 

[deny_conformity]

I live one day at a time, my goal each day is just to make it to the end of the day. It's been this way since I very nearly killed myself. I was in a coma for a week and needed two blood transfusions, if I hadn't been found when I was I would almost certainly have CTB.

After that it's take each day one at a time and try to live through it.

I also had issues with my family, I've been completely non-contact since the end of November.

 

[bandoscii]

I'm not really sure what you're asking, so forgive me if I got it wrong.
It sounds like you are living with suicidal thoughts, since you say that it's the only thing on your mind. If that is the case, ask yourself why? Maybe it feels like a stupid question, but the only way you can do anything about it is to know the underlying problem and try to resolve it. Suicidal ideation manifests as a solution to a problem you don't know how to resolve. What is this problem?

If you're asking what should you do after you "beat" suicidal thoughts. Well... Live I guess? Enjoy what you have and what surrounds you. Do what you like.