Thank you... Can you please help me on how to overcome fear of attempting... Please...
I don't really know. I think you can't overcome fear, it's going to be scary anyway.
Either way I know I'll make that final step because I don't want to live another day, no matter the fear.
Tomorrow I'll travel to the spot I found it is 3 hours away by car in the woods and try to do it
What if we don't have enough time to practice and its mandatory to attempt it immediately and succed in the first attempt..??
I was in that situation about month and a half ago and I think I was going crazy... for real... which is quite strange since I always been very strong. But I was looking for cables at home and had the urge to jump from my terrace, but I live on the 3rd floor. I was going nuts really.
Fortunately I gathered myself and went with a friend on a small vacation, this helped a lot to regain my confidence that I want to die but that I should do a proper research (ropes, knots, proper location, etc.), so now I have a plan for real.
Because I wanted to make sure I go for it and really die unlike the silly thoughts I had month and a half ago...