Hi NoLifeNoPain & others, I have thoroughly read through your information on how to hang yourself. I've tried it myself with a rope (I tied the rope on a metal bar in the wardrobe) a few times, also in different positions such as kneeling, completely face down etc. and somehow I can't seem to lose my consciousness in less than 15 seconds or so. I do feel a lot of pain in my throat/neck, my heartbeat in my neck of the bloodflow that is getting stronger, which results in a red/blue looking warm face. I recently stopped trying, because I start have symptoms like red eyes, trouble swallowing and even I feel the rash on my skin of my throat when I look up or down. Any advice would be helpful, I want it to be over as quick and as painless as possible. And please don't say: "Read what I have written down above earlier". I have read it over 50 times and I am desperate. I uploaded a picture so you can see the rope yourself and maybe you can tell me what I did wrong. I know the rope looks too long now, (the distance between the bar and the noose), but that was because I tried to partially ly down with my face aiming the floor of the wardrobe. Maybe a belt tied to a doorknob is better, maybe? Anybody else who could give me advice?