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walkinthisbitch

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Jun 17, 2023
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Life is currently getting unbearable, and I plan to jump off the top floor of a local mall. The only issue is the fear of falling, whenever I go to do it I can never go through with it. Does anyone know of a way of getting over this fear? I always think of the moments of terror before I hit the ground in specific, if that helps.
 
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Life is currently getting unbearable, and I plan to jump off the top floor of a local mall. The only issue is the fear of falling, whenever I go to do it I can never go through with it. Does anyone know of a way of getting over this fear? I always think of the moments of terror before I hit the ground in specific, if that helps.
I'm also a jumper. I have been to my spot a few times. I've come to the conclusion that there can't be any hesitation. I plan to just run and jump. As far the terror before you hit the ground, the only thing I think of is the thought of going on with life is more terrifying then the few seconds of terror from jumping.
 
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how high is it? maybe walk backwards
 
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Jumping sounds like such a terrifying method to me, I admire those with the courage to leave in such a way, maybe they just get so determined to be free. But anyway I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing, it really should be more straightforward, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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walkinthisbitch

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Jun 17, 2023
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how high is it? maybe walk backwards
Unfortunately there's a barrier that requires me to step over it. Potentially I could do this backwards, but I'm not sure if I'd succeed. It is a good suggestion though.
Any in specific? Most of the drugs I've been on seem like they would be harmful to my goal, although I have never gone to attempt while high, which may be the issue.
Jumping sounds like such a terrifying method to me, I admire those with the courage to leave in such a way, maybe they just get so determined to be free. But anyway I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing, it really should be more straightforward, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
Thank you for the kind words :)
 

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