Help How to get my shawl back?

[Silent_cries]

I'm not quite sure where this goes, but since I'm obviously gonna use my shawl for suicide, I guess it's technically suicide related?
So, I had a shawl that would be perfect to hang myself with, I think it would work well for a blood choke too, maybe, idk, but the nurses caught me attempting suicide for about 3 months ago and took it away from me. I haven't been able to get it back since, sadly. Ik this is a weird question for a forum like this, but does anyone have any suggestions on how I could convince the nurses to give my shawl back? And do you think it would work nicely for a blood choke?

And yes, ik it's risky af to attempt ctb in a psych ward, but idk if I can wait either... It's hard, ok? :/

 

[Lost Magic]

I personally wouldn't try to end it in a psych ward and I doubt you will get your shawl back tbh especially if you used it to ctb. You need to focus on getting out of that place first.

 

[Silent_cries]

I personally wouldn't try to end it in a psych ward and I doubt you will get your shawl back tbh especially if you used it to ctb. You need to focus on getting out of that place first.

But ik I'll be stuck in here for a long, long time, that's the problem. Can't bear to wait that long :(

 

[LostSoul1609]

I'm not quite sure where this goes, but since I'm obviously gonna use my shawl for suicide, I guess it's technically suicide related?
So, I had a shawl that would be perfect to hang myself with, I think it would work well for a blood choke too, maybe, idk, but the nurses caught me attempting suicide for about 3 months ago and took it away from me. I haven't been able to get it back since, sadly. Ik this is a weird question for a forum like this, but does anyone have any suggestions on how I could convince the nurses to give my shawl back? And do you think it would work nicely for a blood choke?

And yes, ik it's risky af to attempt ctb in a psych ward, but idk if I can wait either... It's hard, ok? :/

1. There is no way they are giving it back to you, psych wards take off shoelaces for a reason
2. Wheter it is a good object to hang yourself with depends on a lot of factors, your body weight, the fabric it is made of, lenght, condition of hanging, if I were to hang myself I would try to go for something sturdier but that's just me, people hang themselves with foulards so...

If anything wait until they let you out, not only it's hard to obtain the stuff to hang yourself with but doing it in a surveilled environment adds a lot of pressure and you could do a lot of stuff wrong for that reason. Plus they could easily find you before you die which could result in bad injuries.
Why can't you wait? I can understand that it's hard but think that failing could put you in worse condition

 

[Silent_cries]

1. There is no way they are giving it back to you, psych wards take off shoelaces for a reason
2. Wheter it is a good object to hang yourself with depends on a lot of factors, your body weight, the fabric it is made of, lenght, condition of hanging, if I were to hang myself I would try to go for something sturdier but that's just me, people hang themselves with foulards so...

If anything wait until they let you out, not only it's hard to obtain the stuff to hang yourself with but doing it in a surveilled environment adds a lot of pressure and you could do a lot of stuff wrong for that reason. Plus they could easily find you before you die which could result in bad injuries.
Why can't you wait? I can understand that it's hard but think that failing could put you in worse condition

I'm just struggling with alot of anxieties and trauma flash backs, sometimes it's just too much for me to handle, that's why.

 

[LostSoul1609]

I'm just struggling with alot of anxieties and trauma flash backs, sometimes it's just too much for me to handle, that's why.

Have you talked about it with the therapist there? You know, whatever you want to do with your life I think cooperating with them is going to get you out faster

 

[Silent_cries]

Have you talked about it with the therapist there? You know, whatever you want to do with your life I think cooperating with them is going to get you out faster

I have, and I do co-operate with them very well actually, it's just that I rly wanna die... ;.;

 

[LostSoul1609]

I have, and I do co-operate with them very well actually, it's just that I rly wanna die... ;.;

So how much are they going to keep you in there? Honestly despite those being real and serious problems hospitals tend to send you home as soon as they assure you can more or less stand on your own.
Btw how are you using a phone in a psych ward?

 

[Worndown]

The only was would be to get discharged and ask for it.

 

[Silent_cries]

So how much are they going to keep you in there? Honestly despite those being real and serious problems hospitals tend to send you home as soon as they assure you can more or less stand on your own.
Btw how are you using a phone in a psych ward?

Well, belive it or not, I actually stabbed someone (they lived), so I can confirm that I won't get out anytime soon, I'm also awaiting my 2nd trial after I appealed my first sentence.

 

[Worndown]

Ouch...