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Oct 3, 2018
If you don’t have the proper motivation yet, don’t try psyching yourself up to do it. Maybe life will improve and you will not need to ctb anymore, or it’ll get worse, and you’ll have intrinsic motivation.

But if you’re scared of death itself, then I don’t have very good advice... nearly everybody contemplating suicide goes through this. At some point you’ll overcome it.


Sep 19, 2018
I don’t think it’s cowardly to be afraid. It does take a lot of motivation. While I’d have no problems doing it with Nembutal, the Tank, or a reliable shotgun - other methods are off the table. We have these shitty innate self preservation instincts that makes CTB more difficult. Couple that with a high panic response and a low tolerance for discomfort and you got yourself a recipe for failure.


Sep 23, 2018
medicine that numb you like SSRIs and possibly benzodiazapines did the trick for me. However SSRI takes a long time to start working so idk if this can be helpful. very good advice is what ctoan says - make it so that you can do it on impulse, this is good way to bypass survival instinct. gl!!
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