Help how to end it without any fear

[FreshCrabs]

want to CTB tomorrow through OD but I can't bring myself to 100% do it. how do I get over the fear?

 

[bipolar22]

Hello. What kinda od have you chosen if I may ask

 

[FreshCrabs]

Hello. What kinda od have you chosen if I may ask

over the counter meds. probably tylenol

 

[konkurs]

acceptance I think. learn about whatever you'll be oding on, how that will feel physically, how long it'll take, and fully accept that it will be the end (if you're lucky)

good luck and I hope peace finds you

 

[bipolar22]

Oh no buddy. Thats not a good pick for a menthod. You might wanna look at other resource.

 

[FreshCrabs]

Oh no buddy. Thats not a good pick for a menthod. You might wanna look at other resource.

what makes you say that?

 

[itsgone2]

@bipolar22 is correct. With other methods you will still have fear though. What is it you fear?
I just wonder if you really want this.

 

[bipolar22]

what makes you say that?

Them otc meds aren't meant for suicide. You gonna puke them out some will still stay in. They fuck up your liver. And then you have more problems. OD needs strong sedatives like fent or nembuthal, propofol. As far as I know

 

[gunmetalblue11]

what makes you say that?

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[OnMyLast Legs]

what makes you say that?

Extremely slow and painful. Not "going to sleep." Agonizing liver failure.

 

[rs929]

Tynelol OD is the worst idea ever. I know what the urge feels like, but don't do that, you'll end up in a worse condition

 

[khairan]

I agree that it's not a good idea. Very ineffective and probably sickening and painful.

I'm not one to tell you what to do but in my case I would go (and likely will) with hanging. There are resources here for partial and full hanging.
You pass out quick, it is very effective, quick and easy, and it is relatively painless.

Just make sure you will have 30 minutes to an hour without being found to prevent a "good Samaritan" finding you.

Other than that sorry to see you go. We get handed shitty hands at life and in cases like my own there is little to be done, specially when you lack the will to even try. I just hope you think things through and make your peace with whatever decision you ultimately make.

Hugs.

 

[FreshCrabs]

update: took everyone's advice and decided not to go through with od. i'll think of something else

 

[Pipps]

update: took everyone's advice and decided not to go through with od. i'll think of something else

I know what you're going through with not wanting to be around anymore. I've been going through a lot myself with the dark thoughts. I joined here because I need help and support.

I hope you will choose to live and not die. "Dying is final and no return". I'm saying this for myself too because it's so hard every day but "if we have people who truly care about us" , hopefully it will make a difference.

I'm hoping that I will find someone who cares and understands the daily struggle. Just know that there is hope to feel better.

 

[FreshCrabs]

I know what you're going through with not wanting to be around anymore. I've been going through a lot myself with the dark thoughts. I joined here because I need help and support.

I hope you will choose to live and not die. "Dying is final and no return". I'm saying this for myself too because it's so hard every day but "if we have people who truly care about us" , hopefully it will make a difference.

I'm hoping that I will find someone who cares and understands the daily struggle. Just know that there is hope to feel better.

is it ok if we dm each other?

 

[rustcohle4life]

Hey Fresh, i'm sorry your suffering in this life. Don't use over the counter or even prescription meds to OD. They manufacturer them to be very safe, even the controlled ones like Benzos.