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ElyNoFantasy
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- Sep 7, 2021
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Hi, sorry to bother you all !
I have attempted suicide on September and failed because someone found me, for a while I thought life could get better but spoiler alert - it got worse. I make everyone suffer and don't understand how anyone may want me to be alive.
So ! I recently came across magnesium chloride hidden in my room, that I ordered a few months ago in order to ctb. But I can't remember what I was going to do with that or how I should use it or with what other substance. I searched on the internet but didn't find anything with the keywords magnesium chloride and suicide.
Do anyone has an idea on how to use it to ctb ?
I really hope I can find a way to ctb using it because I don't have access to SN in France >< Aaaah, SN seemed so peaceful, I wish it was accessible in my country...
I wish you all a great evening !
I have attempted suicide on September and failed because someone found me, for a while I thought life could get better but spoiler alert - it got worse. I make everyone suffer and don't understand how anyone may want me to be alive.
So ! I recently came across magnesium chloride hidden in my room, that I ordered a few months ago in order to ctb. But I can't remember what I was going to do with that or how I should use it or with what other substance. I searched on the internet but didn't find anything with the keywords magnesium chloride and suicide.
Do anyone has an idea on how to use it to ctb ?
I really hope I can find a way to ctb using it because I don't have access to SN in France >< Aaaah, SN seemed so peaceful, I wish it was accessible in my country...
I wish you all a great evening !