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Goh12345
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- Aug 7, 2021
- 9
So I want to ctb but I live with 9 other people and there is always someone home, I even share the room with other person and people all constantly checking on me. I never really leave the house, I'm not even allowed to leave house alone. I don't really know how to do it. The easiest way would be to hang myself. If I would do it quickly there could be chance in succeeding but there always big chance someone would find me too early. But I tried it before but it's really hard for me to do it. I think SN would be easier. It's easy accessable in my country and I could do it at night in my bed. But if I ordered it someone would notice. I thought about getting some job to have chance to pick it up somewhere outside but that would be too hard and to complicated.