How to come to peace with death

[lifecouldbedream]

Hello all,

Honestly life was looking pretty great for a while but recently I feel as if I've been losing my mind recently.

I'm currently in a tent right now and have all the materials necessary for a charcoal CTB. However I'm utterly terrified.

How do you come to peace with death?

Also yes I know I need to seal the tent. I have a tarp and some gorilla tape

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I know that we will all die anyway no matter what

Nothing matters

After Death is non-existence forever which is the ultimate bliss

Nothing matters except avoiding extreme pain or extreme suffering horrible things horrible problems

To me Death/ non-existence forever is the greatest gift I could receive . All my problems solved instantly and forever .Non-existence forever = No problems no pain no suffering no bad memories ever . What could be better?. I can't suffer after I die so I'm safe finally. Relief I'm out of this horrible nightmare called life and this world forever I escaped to freedom

Nothing could ever threaten get me or harm me after Death. But they have most thinking it's much better to be living where so many horrible things can get out you

 

[justwannaleave]

Personnaly I'm in peace with death because of my spiritual beliefs, I think I'm an immortal being reincarnated in a human body, and death is a chance for me to recover my true nature.

 

[lifecouldbedream]

I'm drinking some of the isopropyl alcohol I have in hopes that it reduces SI.

I think I'm just afraid of what happens after. To me the idea that nothing happens doesn't make sense because reality can't subjectively exist without a perceiving consciousness. It's why we're experiencing this now and not the eternity prior to our birth. So I can't believe its nothing. But honestly it being nothing is terrifying too. I feel like I'm gazing into the horrifying weight of utter infinity and its driving me mad

 

[justwannaleave]

Everything is going to be fine believe me

 

[lifecouldbedream]

Everything is going to be fine believe me

Hopefully. I believe this. But the fear is there regardless

 

[rozeske]

I wish you the best in finding your peace

 

[lifecouldbedream]

Well anyways does anyone know how much smoke burning the coals will produce? I'm in the woods and dont want to draw attention

 

[rozeske]

It shouldn't have much smoke once the black is burnt, it's the impurities that produce the visible smoke. I like the caution warnings, kind of reassuring..

 

[lifecouldbedream]

Well yes i'm going to burn the coals outside first until they stop smoking. But what do you think is my risk of being discovered?

It shouldn't have much smoke once the black is burnt, it's the impurities that produce the visible smoke. I like the caution warnings, kind of reassuring..

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel the opposite way, I personally find comfort in death and I fear suffering in this existence, I believe death to simply be eternal nothingness where this cruel and painful existence is finally forgotten about and I'm permanently unable to suffer in any way, I only hope and wish for nothingness, it terrifies me how there is no limit as to how much one can be tormented as long as they exist, I'd never wish to exist.
But anyway I wish you all the best, I hope that you find what you search for.

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

By Acknowledging that there is no pain or suffer when you cease to exist, that all the harms of life, can no longer attack you, and that you're finally free.

 

[rozeske]

Well yes i'm going to burn the coals outside first until they stop smoking. But what do you think is my risk of being discovered?

It depends but not much. You could start it and see. If it's too much then you put it out before it's noticed....