cantthinkofanickname
I don't believe in me
- Nov 20, 2019
- 55
I still have my "if"s and "maybe"s. How can I get over them?
ThingWithFeathers
Student
- Sep 23, 2019
- 195
If you still have ifs and maybes then you are not ready. It means you still have some hope that your life may get better. Suicide isn't something that you should compel yourself to do. The doubts you have now will pronounce even more when you are close to attempt taking your life. It's called survival instinct.
Body never wants to commit suicide, it's only the mind's desire to kill the body. This thought alone is not natural and conventionally not normal. A conscious choice to commit suicide should have a rational basis accompanied with supportive and possibly proven facts and a definitive lack of hope and a very diminished probability that the predicaments of life will go away.
Do not force yourself to die. Let all thoughts flow through your mind freely. When it is time to go, thoughts become conspicuous and you die effortlessly. *hugs*
Body never wants to commit suicide, it's only the mind's desire to kill the body. This thought alone is not natural and conventionally not normal. A conscious choice to commit suicide should have a rational basis accompanied with supportive and possibly proven facts and a definitive lack of hope and a very diminished probability that the predicaments of life will go away.
Do not force yourself to die. Let all thoughts flow through your mind freely. When it is time to go, thoughts become conspicuous and you die effortlessly. *hugs*
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Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
The above statement, and the link below.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ways-of-making-peace-with-dying.5212/
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
My personal opinion. If there are ifs, you aren't ready. When you are, nothing will stop you.
cantthinkofanickname
I don't believe in me
- Nov 20, 2019
- 55
noctiva
the invisible girl
- Nov 6, 2019
- 393
What if you have to make yourself go anyway? What helps? Which drugs, which state of mind?
I have to go now but I'll never have closure, hope cannot die without closure. If you're robbed of closure what do you do?
I have to go now but I'll never have closure, hope cannot die without closure. If you're robbed of closure what do you do?
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Make peace with yourself. I know for me, that is the only closure I need. Also realize, there are some things that aren't supposed to be closed, and there is nothing one can do about it.
If we got everything we wanted in this life, we wouldn't be here waiting to CTB.
cantthinkofanickname
I don't believe in me
- Nov 20, 2019
- 55
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,819
If you have doubts or uncertainty, or just anything that is tying or holding you back, then I don't think (in my opinion of course) that you are truly ready. As far as readying for it, one of the biggest hurdles is getting past the SI (survival instinct), and that alone is very difficult to do, even if it is just temporarily. Sometimes there isn't always a way to fully get past it, but generally if the desire to die is much stronger than SI, then that in certain cases would be enough to follow through. Also, the kind of method you choose may impact it, for example if someone is choosing hanging, they may change their mind as they are going unconscious but if they chose an instantaneous method, such as a firearm, it happens so fast that one doesn't have time to register what just happened, but would be dead very quickly. I suppose during mid attempt, sometimes SI can kick in and would prevent the person from taking the final action/completing it (e.g. following through or squeezing the trigger in that case).
zherhk
Student
- Nov 25, 2019
- 126
When you understand that you can't actually do anything you also understand that exiting it's the best thing to do.
Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
There was something I was taught when in nursing classes with injections. Once you start the needle-into-person motion, you're committed, you don't hesitate, you don't stop, you follow through. If you hesitate, issues could happen. Almost every nursing student hesitated, I and a few other were like "stab, draw back, inject, remove, band-aid" with no hesitation. The nurses were shocked, but it was our mindset--they needed shots, we had the shots, we were giving them that's how it was, we were confident.
I kind of view suicide like that. When you're ready, you may have just that same process, no hesitation, no stopping, follow through. If you hesitate, undesirable things can happen.
Mr personal thoughts being that if you still have things holding you back, you should address them if possible. Maybe you'll find another path, or maybe you'll find that there is nothing holding you here, and you won't have problems.
There are so many factors to suicide, in methods, etc, that I hope you can find some solution that fits your problem.
I kind of view suicide like that. When you're ready, you may have just that same process, no hesitation, no stopping, follow through. If you hesitate, undesirable things can happen.
Mr personal thoughts being that if you still have things holding you back, you should address them if possible. Maybe you'll find another path, or maybe you'll find that there is nothing holding you here, and you won't have problems.
There are so many factors to suicide, in methods, etc, that I hope you can find some solution that fits your problem.
My chronic pain makes me want to ctb. Every time I'm in pain. Hope to be in extreme pain before drinking the SN that will give me determination. I must end it cant live anymore.
cantthinkofanickname
I don't believe in me
- Nov 20, 2019
- 55
I wish you luck <3 I hope we both can make it somehow.
