morgueprincess
ghost
- Dec 26, 2023
- 24
i've always wanted to be something more, but now i realize that i cannot. if there is nothing after death, i feel as if all the suffering endured during life would be pointless. i have done nothing remarkable and there are so many dreams i've given up on. i don't know how i can die knowing that this whole life was wasted, even though i know i cannot make up for any of this and that i've fallen into a hole too deep. any advice for accepting that if there is nothing after death, you can never make up for the time lost on earth?