Specific_Milk
Student
- Aug 28, 2022
- 103
I've got somewhat of a plan to ctb but I can't fucking muster up the courage to go through with it. Why the fuck am I such a wuss. I just want it over with but I'm just sat here whining about shit and not tryna fix it by either recovering or dying. I need to sneak out at night and jump off that fucking bridge. I need to do it. I need some fucking courage. For once in my miserable worthless life I'll be able to prove myself for sth if I could just fucking do it