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.seethroughme.

.seethroughme.

This life has been more than enough for me 😂
Aug 6, 2023
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KarmicRain

KarmicRain

Member
Mar 27, 2023
62
20.
it wasn't phase.
i couldn't grow out of existential dread haha
 
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Professor K

Professor K

your eyes vacant and stained
Feb 9, 2023
230
18 years old,
started attempting 4 years ago,
felt that life was one vast jest 8-10 years ago.
 
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tobby rabbit

tobby rabbit

it's easier to die and I'm lazy
Jul 6, 2023
35
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Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
206
Honestly I find really sad how most of the users are between 18-22 years old (me included) :(
 
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purplemichelle

purplemichelle

existence is a burden
Aug 5, 2023
9
32, when I was 18 I thought I would've gotten over it by now
 
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Myexit

Member
Aug 4, 2023
40
55 - hoping I won't be around much longer. I still don't know how I got to 55 due to living a lifestyle that should have killed me 35 years ago.
When I was 15 I wanted to be dead by 25, then 35, then 45 but now is the right time. I have several methods in mind, all very simple but proven effective, will likely choose the simplest, cheapest most likely to succeed to CTB
I'm really looking forward to my final adventure.
So glad to have found this site, so educative and often laugh out loud at some of the very funny comments in the midst of much sadness
 
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Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
58.
So much youth here.
It is truly heartbreaking to see that it only takes about 20 years on average to just suck the soul out of a human being now.
Wish I could wave a magic wand and give all of you some kind of peace.
For what it's worth, seeing all of these stories and open communication is getting me through these last dark days.
Thank you all for your candor and the courage to speak openly.
 
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shootemallagain

Experienced
Aug 8, 2022
211
22 lol but during verry hard autism my life started when i was 22 im sleeped 21years lmao
 
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Marcus Wright

Member
Dec 20, 2021
13
The modern world is too blame. Bring back no mobile phones. No technology. 4 TV channels. Times were so much simpler in the 80s.
Maybe it was better,… for certain groups of people in some countries during that time. I would have been able to ctb during my teens if I was alive in the 1980s 💀
 

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