How often do you think about suicide?

[WantToQuit]

For me, it's like every 5 seconds during the day...

 

[Snake of Eden]

Every second of every minute of every hour of each day of every week of every month.. etc

 

[finalexit]

Every moment

 

[FuneralCry]

The thoughts of suicide never leave. I try to distract myself but nothing helps. Nothing can take away the emptiness. I am not meant for this world and I want nothing to do with life. This will never change. I will only stop thinking about suicide when I finally die, then I will be at peace.

 

[yive]

continuously. suicide is all i think about

 

[Emu]

Constantly…..

 

[_elliott]

pretty often. it's rare i think about other things more than death.

thinking about how i'm going to go just makes me happy.

 

[Amumu]

In my subconsciousness all the time, consciously ten times a day.

 

[Ch92921]

Only

 

[Hateyouprolife]

Same.

pretty often. it's rare i think about other things more than death.

thinking about how i'm going to go just makes me happy.

Same here. Continuous flow of thoughts. Thought of my planned death also makes me quite happy but anxious.

 

[Dyingheartless]

All the time, it has never left my mind since I was 13 years old

The thoughts of suicide never leave. I try to distract myself but nothing helps. Nothing can take away the emptiness. I am not meant for this world and I want nothing to do with life. This will never change. I will only stop thinking about suicide when I finally die, then I will be at peace.

Same here and I feel just like you do like I don't belong

 

[_elliott]

Same.

Same here. Continuous flow of thoughts. Thought of my planned death also makes me quite happy but anxious.

it weirdly makes me smile thinking about how i'm not going to be here anymore--but the anxiety is definitely there. having to remind myself there's really not going to be any serious improvement, lol

 

[Matcha vs Matcha]

If im distracting myself with something I dont think about it much. But if thats not the case I think about it all of the time.

 

[mlha]

Every few hours.

 

[Hateyouprolife]

it weirdly makes me smile thinking about how i'm not going to be here anymore--but the anxiety is definitely there. having to remind myself there's really not going to be any serious improvement, lol

My anxiety mainly comes from the fact that I have to carry out quite a difficult act. And also about failure to depart in the right time window

 

[Dyingheartless]

My anxiety mainly comes from the fact that I have to carry out quite a difficult act. And also about failure to depart in the right time window

Omg when you fail at it, it's the worst feeling ever. Every time I did I was so angry and mad at people who saved me to forever.

 

[Scribble Fan]

Wow, you guys think of suicide way more than I do. I only seriously contemplate suicide a few times a day. Most of the time I'm able to distract myself with music or the piano.

 

[After Life]

for the past couple of months every day

 

[HiImPaul]

 

[Hateyouprolife]

Omg when you fail at it, it's the worst feeling ever. Every time I did I was so angry and mad at people who saved me to forever.

Thats why im gonna wrap my chest in folium and rope to make cpr and resescuiting as hard as possible.

 

[noname223]

Really depends. I had 2 following years like 24/7 suicide thoughts. Then my depression decreased to only 5-6 hours a day. However I also had times when I was on the way to hypomania like now then I only thought like 2 hours.

 

[Aeathelina]

Every other minute when I'm not distracting myself with daydreaming of a life that will never be

 

[Hercules]

I am at the point where unfortunately, I have suicidal thoughts all the time. They start as soon as I wake up in the morning, and last all day long. They don't stop even for a minute. I can't even distract myself from them anymore. No matter where I am, or what I am doing, they are always there.

 

[Darkover]

for the last five years i've been feeling suicidal everyday because of this brain injury about 100 times a day

 

[Blue_mist]

I just asked myself, how often I don't think about suicide

 

[restforeternity]

Everyday, morning, noon, night....

 

[VKVK]

Depends on the day. Used to be worse... but now instead of plain sui I keep thinking and focusing on how miserable I feel and am each and every hour of the day. And that in turn sometimes goes the extra mile back to sui. It's harder to resist when it's like this, feels like there isn't anything anymore.

 

[Bruces]

Pretty much constantly

 

[plough22]

It's forever in my mind, I even have my plan. I have the rope, actually real good, only be found by those who work know me, they see death in our jobs as I do, I just need that one more push by someone vicious I know cause I don't have any more energy to fight, it's been a tough few years .

I hate these thoughts, they are a weight on ones mind and life. You can't be your own self, I miss the old me

 

[AstroV]

Pretty much everyday. I could have a conversation with someone and it would be on my mind. The thought of suicide is like a comforting friend to me. Eases me in a way.