I don't really regret meeting someone. The people I met in my life, I shared a part of the journey with them, and now they are gone. Losing them when I didn*t want to was painful, still the good memories remain. Of course, I also made bad experiences, slightly traumatising ones aswell. But it was just part of it, and I made it possible, because I stayed with those people.
There are only 2 people that I kinda regret meeting. For the most part I'm happy because they are the most interesting people I ever met. The issue (and part of their spark) is, even If most people don't believe me, they are profoundly telepathically gifted. We share this, but for me, it was always just a random phenomenon, nothing I developed a deep understanding from. But they mastered this art. So unfortunately, I can't just shut off the contact. The connection is still there. And because our encounter was so magical to me, I still think about them a lot, like, everyday several times. And they do feel that. It's a little bit like I send them messages all the time. It must be super annoying and I feel so shameful because of that. That moment when you realise that not even your thoughts are private... When I have phases where I really think about them for a long fucking time without doing anything else, they oftentimes text me even. They are really friendly and want to help me, ask If i wanna talk about something, but I think that's just because they know that they cannot force me to not think about them.
