How much would you pay someone to kill you?

[dandan]

Ctb is difficult....
It would be nice if I could pay someone up to $5k (USD) to kill me in my sleep or shooting me from behind, in a way it's quickly quickly not suffering.
Yup, I could pay $5k and give two bottles of N...

How much would you pay?
Of course, I do have the 5k for real
imaginary money is not valid in this post

 

[Roadkill]

I would pay everything I own...

 

[dandan]

Yup, everything Minus funerary services

 

[Alan James]

Ctb is difficult....
It would be nice if I could pay someone up to $5k (USD) to kill me in my sleep or shooting me from behind, in a way it's quickly quickly not suffering.
Yup, I could pay $5k and give two bottles of N...

How much would you pay?
Of course, I do have the 5k for real
imaginary money is not valid in this post

Once upon a time required dose of N was worth 25$...

 

[dandan]

Once upon a time required dose of N was worth 25$...

Yup, a guy told me he bought them in central Mexico for $18usd the bottle
Gave me no exact address

I paid $100usd per bottle in a vet shop, no prescription .... I won't say where

But drinking N is difficult...

It's not like practice hanging, or a suicidal gesture, there's no going back....

 

[Should be gone]

Anything and everything I can, I mean I'll be dead.

 

[Deadgirl]

I would run my bank account dry for someone to kill me in a peaceful manner.

 

[dandan]

The question is "how much" and
not "what".... Perhaps people want to inherit to their family , and not giving everything to their "killer/savoir"

 

[Honigwaffel]

To be honest I would pay almost half of what I own. Leaving the rest for my funeral and donations.

Currently I try to ctb in a cheap way so that I can donate a large amount of money to help out my friends.

 

[Mr2005]

Depends who, how and why

 

[Mofreeko]

I don't think I could trust someone to do it. Adding another person to the mix makes everything so much more complicated. No, it looks like I'm going to die alone in a hotel. At least it's fitting I guess.

 

[Xaphous]

I wouldn't like to put that guilt on someone else even if they were crazy enough to do it, plus I'm too broke to pay anyone.

 

[Longman]

I don't understand why replacing ctb with "death from other person's hand" is so attractive. Yes, you don't have to fight your SI, but you will still be anxious about the process of dying and afterlife (if you believe in it).
But, if somebody helps you, other interesting options become easily available. You can mask your ctb as a natural death (using nitrogen exit bag which will be removed by your helper after your death) or as a disapperance (if your helper is desperate enough to agree to hide your dead body from police). In both cases, such help may be interpreted as a crime (in some countries), but it will be a far less serious crime than murder.

 

[mplslonely]

For me there would definitely be some sort of inconvience factor built in. Want the helper to show up to your random town and make it look like a robbery? Actual money. You go to them and follow every effort on protecting their anoyomity...damn near free.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

Imagine giving someone all the money you have and they just take it and bail.

 

[friendly99]

If it was a quick painless death I would pay thousands of dollars

 

[wanttodie]

I would pay some one to kill me

 

[dandan]

I would pay some one to kill me

Me too.

 

[Lost]

Half of what I have .

 

[Nobodysfault]

I wouldn't like to put that guilt on someone else even if they were crazy enough to do it, plus I'm too broke to pay anyone.

Perfect answer

 

[Oppenheimer]

Is paying for someone to kill you still considered suicide? I mean, in an afterlife way?
If so, other things should also be considered suicide, like smoking, overweight, drug use... It´s slowly killing you by your own hands.

 

[Alan James]

You can go mercenary in any of the endless wars and be killed there - the main problem is not to be just wounded, this is not reliable.

 

[dandan]

damm..... why is dying so hard!! living with all this crap and mistakes.... damm

too much regret, too much...

 

[JadedGray]

I wouldn't want there to be blood on someone else's hands because of me.

 

[pressuredpigeon]

Like a lot of others I would pay everything I had to insure that I could die at least suddenly. Plus it could be anytime so you wouldn't have to worry about when

 

[Maria M]

Ctb is difficult....
It would be nice if I could pay someone up to $5k (USD) to kill me in my sleep or shooting me from behind, in a way it's quickly quickly not suffering.
Yup, I could pay $5k and give two bottles of N...

How much would you pay?
Of course, I do have the 5k for real
imaginary money is not valid in this post

I agree. Does anyone know of someone who could help me CTB in a quiet motel or AirBNB in NY in May (or sooner)? I'm having physical health issues that are making it hard for me to CTB. I was thinking it would be great to have someone inject me with N--I get nauseous easily and I have GI issues. Or maybe I could get help with the Nitrogen method if an exit bag was made and I was told where to buy the regulator and hose. I'm having neurological and cognitive issues, and it's hard for me to function on a daily basis. I'm also open to using other options at this point, but I don't have anything on hand except 180 mg of Ativan. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.

 

[Nullm]

So darkweb assasians isn't a thing apparently
Either way probably too expensive

 

[bluesleep]

What I have in the bank, which is about $7,000 USD

 

[Soul]

What does Dignitas charge these days? Their fee, plus travel to Switzerland and a night of accomodations there, would be the upper limit of what I'd pay someone else to do it. Dignitas seem reliable and professional so another party would need to cost less and be more convenient.

The question of whether it still "counts" as suicide if I pay someone to kill me is a good one. I reckon there's one way to find out for sure

 

[JadedGray]

I agree. Does anyone know of someone who could help me CTB in a quiet motel or AirBNB in NY in May (or sooner)? I'm having physical health issues that are making it hard for me to CTB. I was thinking it would be great to have someone inject me with N--I get nauseous easily and I have GI issues. Or maybe I could get help with the Nitrogen method if an exit bag was made and I was told where to buy the regulator and hose. I'm having neurological and cognitive issues, and it's hard for me to function on a daily basis. I'm also open to using other options at this point, but I don't have anything on hand except 180 mg of Ativan. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.

If you couldn't see someone who legally can provide assisted suicide to people who don't have fatal illnesses I don't think you could find anyone else. It's illegal and it would be difficult to find anyone who would want to take the chance of being imprisoned. Even if you did find someone anything could go wrong.