rotthjärta
Member
- Apr 24, 2026
- 45
how much more does god wish to laugh at me?
i get so fucking stressed, and i cannot deal with it. i feel exhausted all the time. i have to act like an adult around adults who act like childern. this stupid fuck should be in jail. why would she have a child with a man of such kind. its fucking exhausting having to just be ready for this stupid motherfucker to snap. he rammed his head onto the car window, like a fucking maniac.
this isnt her first horrid relationship, this isn't the first time i have to go in-between a physical fight or stop a verbal one from becoming one.
i cannot even sit or lay on my fucking bed when they come home, i pace around and my body shakes like an idiot.
can the police just build a case on him already. i started to record every argument, every fight. he's scared of the fucking police, he's becomes a fucking bitch when i tell him if he doesn't stop that I will call the police.
19 years, how many years have been stripped from me. how much more can you take from my peace of mind. you talk to me about building up my life outside of yours now how the fuck can i do that from when before i even had a thought in my head already you invited in a mess. you invited it all, you allowed in anything and all.
"We have to start from zero again" Oh really you stupid fuck, you have to start again from zero now with three mouths to feed? also HAVE WE NOT ALWAYS BEEN AT ZERO.
i whole heartlu apologize if grammar bad.
i get so fucking stressed, and i cannot deal with it. i feel exhausted all the time. i have to act like an adult around adults who act like childern. this stupid fuck should be in jail. why would she have a child with a man of such kind. its fucking exhausting having to just be ready for this stupid motherfucker to snap. he rammed his head onto the car window, like a fucking maniac.
this isnt her first horrid relationship, this isn't the first time i have to go in-between a physical fight or stop a verbal one from becoming one.
i cannot even sit or lay on my fucking bed when they come home, i pace around and my body shakes like an idiot.
can the police just build a case on him already. i started to record every argument, every fight. he's scared of the fucking police, he's becomes a fucking bitch when i tell him if he doesn't stop that I will call the police.
19 years, how many years have been stripped from me. how much more can you take from my peace of mind. you talk to me about building up my life outside of yours now how the fuck can i do that from when before i even had a thought in my head already you invited in a mess. you invited it all, you allowed in anything and all.
"We have to start from zero again" Oh really you stupid fuck, you have to start again from zero now with three mouths to feed? also HAVE WE NOT ALWAYS BEEN AT ZERO.
i whole heartlu apologize if grammar bad.
