Menschenmühle
Member
- Jan 21, 2022
- 80
I despise everyone around me. These people think that they're able to change me through loving me and appreciating me. I don't need any of that, I wish to be left alone, in fact everyone should roam the earth on his own, for the inescapable condition of man is to be lonely. There's nothing that can bridge the gap between two people. One of them at all times must be a subject fully independent of all outside objects, including this "other", this so called fellow human that wants to "connect" with you. There's no such thing as connection, but only the appearance of it.
Do you really think that it's possible to become "one" with someone else? No, stop decieving yourself, there's only you, and you'll forever be only you and you alone.
I hate people, the other, fellow humans, whatever you want to call them, simply because they will never understand me. For this reason, I want to escape them, to forget about them. But they still try to attach themselves to me, as if I'm ever going to benefit from that. It only brings me disappointment, hatred, misery, deception. Just go away, leave me be, I can't endure you, I despise your presence, your voice, your words. I don't care about you so don't care about me. Why can't they understand this? I already know the answer, but I'll forever keep asking myself the same question. But whatever, it will all be over soon enough.
Do you really think that it's possible to become "one" with someone else? No, stop decieving yourself, there's only you, and you'll forever be only you and you alone.
I hate people, the other, fellow humans, whatever you want to call them, simply because they will never understand me. For this reason, I want to escape them, to forget about them. But they still try to attach themselves to me, as if I'm ever going to benefit from that. It only brings me disappointment, hatred, misery, deception. Just go away, leave me be, I can't endure you, I despise your presence, your voice, your words. I don't care about you so don't care about me. Why can't they understand this? I already know the answer, but I'll forever keep asking myself the same question. But whatever, it will all be over soon enough.