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Cress
Experienced
- Oct 15, 2023
- 289
Feel like everyone is, in group. out group oriented. Even more so on the Internet. We are one of the most isolated societies to ever exist. Communities in the past Would pass down knowledge from their elders nowadays we barely communicate with people that are 5 years difference in age. We are a self regulating self isolating machine Only maintained by social pressures I guess?
There's people out there that hate me for all sorts of reasons most of them I can't control but to be honest the more painful version and the most common is to just simply be invisible and ignored. To be someone so insignificant not even worth hating because no one even sees you.
I feel like I'm either hated and resented by friends and family Or not even worth acknowledging and I ignored by society as a whole. This is probably the main reason I don't want to live anymore. I have people who love and care about me like anyone else I guess. However I guess It's just in an amount that isn't enough. I'm just so deeply hurt it's difficult to recover.
Over time I've been able to let go of hate or resentment that I feel Through a tremendous amount of logical analysis. If you believe the world is deterministic Then everything was always going to happen exactly the same every time no different than matter falling into a gravity well or Planets orbiting each other. Everyone in the world Was always destined to be the way that they are and nothing will change that no matter how much you try to converse with people.
Ironically now that religion And Mythology has sort of become a lot less popular We look to Common Entertainment for life lessons. I always found it interesting that Japanese anime made it a point to include letting go of hate and allowing The chance for people to change as a common trope. No matter how unrealistic it is sort of inspirational I suppose. One of the more famous ones although it does get meme done is Naruto's talk no jitsu to make everyone his friend. If only we're that easy. Although as Android 16 set to go on in Dragon Ball Z Episode 169 "There are those who words alone will not reach".
I put the poll up for those that For those that aren't able to make a Long response. Feel free to reply and leave a more nuanced and sophisticated answer As you feel you need. I'm not mocking those that aren't able to comment by the way some days I'm barely able to type out two words let alone speak to anyone.
There's people out there that hate me for all sorts of reasons most of them I can't control but to be honest the more painful version and the most common is to just simply be invisible and ignored. To be someone so insignificant not even worth hating because no one even sees you.
I feel like I'm either hated and resented by friends and family Or not even worth acknowledging and I ignored by society as a whole. This is probably the main reason I don't want to live anymore. I have people who love and care about me like anyone else I guess. However I guess It's just in an amount that isn't enough. I'm just so deeply hurt it's difficult to recover.
Over time I've been able to let go of hate or resentment that I feel Through a tremendous amount of logical analysis. If you believe the world is deterministic Then everything was always going to happen exactly the same every time no different than matter falling into a gravity well or Planets orbiting each other. Everyone in the world Was always destined to be the way that they are and nothing will change that no matter how much you try to converse with people.
Ironically now that religion And Mythology has sort of become a lot less popular We look to Common Entertainment for life lessons. I always found it interesting that Japanese anime made it a point to include letting go of hate and allowing The chance for people to change as a common trope. No matter how unrealistic it is sort of inspirational I suppose. One of the more famous ones although it does get meme done is Naruto's talk no jitsu to make everyone his friend. If only we're that easy. Although as Android 16 set to go on in Dragon Ball Z Episode 169 "There are those who words alone will not reach".
I put the poll up for those that For those that aren't able to make a Long response. Feel free to reply and leave a more nuanced and sophisticated answer As you feel you need. I'm not mocking those that aren't able to comment by the way some days I'm barely able to type out two words let alone speak to anyone.