How much do you want to ctb

[Gromit-CTB]

Scale 0-10

0 - not at all
10 - get me out of here now


I'm a 9 today but could be a 10 real soon

 

[TripleA]

10

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Sorry to hear that

 

[sadworld]

I'd say I'm at an 8

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I'd say I'm at an 8

 

[biboty]

I think 9 too, today the day is so still, i can't concentrate on anything

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

8 but it will be awhile before I actually have the means to do so

 

[Gromit-CTB]

So many high numbers. So sad. I wish you all peace, and hope we can find a way to survive or ctb

 

[MrBigSad]

It's hard to tell with manic depression. Because the highs and lows just vary too much. But I feel a 6 right now. Sorry you guys are so ready to go. If and when you do I wish you good travels.

It goes without saying but we're always here to talk :)

 

[StringPuppet]

most days I'm a 6-7

 

[Shotgunjohn]

around a 7 today. this is one of my better days

 

[W’ren]

I'm an 8 today, bit this is one of my more peaceful days where i am able to actively plan. My brain is less scattered.
I still need components for my kit to be able to peacefully ctb, you know?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I'm an 8 today, bit this is one of my more peaceful days where i am able to actively plan. My brain is less scattered.
I still need components for my kit to be able to peacefully ctb, you know?

Yep I am still waiting, wondering if I should order something different just in case

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

9 would do it if I had my items.

 

[yive]

10

 

[Anon123]

Scale 0-10

0 - not at all
10 - get me out of here now


I'm a 9 today but could be a 10 real soon

What do the letters stand for I know it means kill youself but not sure the use.of this term?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

What do the letters stand for I know it means kill youself but not sure the use.of this term?

Catch the bus

 

[Death22]

I'm dying to ctb

 

[Nyvu]

Like a 6.5-7. The urge is definitely there but it still feels like there are some attachments in this world that I can't quite let go of. I'm also quite superstitious so the fear of what comes next is still holding me back to an extent.

 

[W’ren]

Yep I am still waiting, wondering if I should order something different just in case

I have two possible strategies, and am working on both- recently discovered something about property value lowering if you ctb at home, so i need to change location and that changes things for me-
I guess flexibility is key...

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Like a 6.5-7. The urge is definitely there but it still feels like there are some attachments in this world that I can't quite let go of. I'm also quite superstitious so the fear of what comes next is still holding me back to an extent.

I am still hoping for nothing coming next. Happy to ctb and have nothing after

I have two possible strategies, and am working on both- recently discovered something about property value lowering if you ctb at home, so i need to change location and that changes things for me-
I guess flexibility is key...

Is that a US thing as am sure in UK people wouldn't care.

 

[LastWhisper]

7, I guess. All roads lead, as a rule, to the morgue.

 

[wanttodie]

10

 

[newave3]

8 —- I have severe depression and anxiety.

 

[Adamsnolife]

8

I feel like it has been destiny that I'd eventually ctb

 

[Pookie]

10. I almost died with my first attempt at age 27. I wish I'd died then.

 

[Nymph]

8 but I have a bunny so I can't do anything about it right now. It's horrible and it pains me everyday.