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AgathaChristieLover

Member
Jul 16, 2026
30
After a lot of research, I've decided on carbon monoxide poisoning as my method. The only problem is making sure I don't feel pain. My dad usually keeps a couple 12 packs of bud lite in the fridge, and I was wondering how many cans would properly ease the pain? Any pills I should use? Preferably over the counter
 
sadbh

sadbh

Specialist
Apr 4, 2026
320
After a lot of research, I've decided on carbon monoxide poisoning as my method. The only problem is making sure I don't feel pain. My dad usually keeps a couple 12 packs of bud lite in the fridge, and I was wondering how many cans would properly ease the pain? Any pills I should use? Preferably over the counter
It depends on your tolerance, and finding a sweet spot so that you don't consume too much and hinder your ability to CTB
 
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bagel12

Member
Jul 7, 2026
70
After a lot of research, I've decided on carbon monoxide poisoning as my method. The only problem is making sure I don't feel pain. My dad usually keeps a couple 12 packs of bud lite in the fridge, and I was wondering how many cans would properly ease the pain? Any pills I should use? Preferably over the counter
i say this with kindness, but if you are too young to buy alcohol for yourself, you don't know your own alcohol tolerance, and you would need to drink your dad's beer--you are too young to be on this website! the website rules do not allow teenagers. part of why the site is blocked in multiple countries is because minors used this site for information on ctb, their parents took legal action, and the courts sided with them.

please, please seek out other options before trying to ctb. at the very least, get to an age where you can move out and live with roommates before deciding on anything. at least give yourself a chance at adult life and freedom.

do you have anyone you trust that you can talk to about how you've been feeling? a teacher, a friend?
 
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AgathaChristieLover

Member
Jul 16, 2026
30
i say this with kindness, but if you are too young to buy alcohol for yourself, you don't know your own alcohol tolerance, and you would need to drink your dad's beer--you are too young to be on this website! the website rules do not allow teenagers. part of why the site is blocked in multiple countries is because minors used this site for information on ctb, their parents took legal action, and the courts sided with them.

please, please seek out other options before trying to ctb. at the very least, get to an age where you can move out and live with roommates before deciding on anything. at least give yourself a chance at adult life and freedom.

do you have anyone you trust that you can talk to about how you've been feeling? a teacher, a friend?
I'm 20 years old. I'm a college student but I live with my parents during the summer
 
Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
886
i say this with kindness, but if you are too young to buy alcohol for yourself, you don't know your own alcohol tolerance, and you would need to drink your dad's beer--you are too young to be on this website! the website rules do not allow teenagers. part of why the site is blocked in multiple countries is because minors used this site for information on ctb, their parents took legal action, and the courts sided with them.

please, please seek out other options before trying to ctb. at the very least, get to an age where you can move out and live with roommates before deciding on anything. at least give yourself a chance at adult life and freedom.

do you have anyone you trust that you can talk to about how you've been feeling? a teacher, a friend?
anyone over 18 is allowed here and some countries have higher age limits for buying alcohol lmao wtf are you talking about
It depends on your tolerance, and finding a sweet spot so that you don't consume too much and hinder your ability to CTB
but also this. is there like nowhere else you can get alcohol so you can like figure out your tolerance or something without alerting your dad? or could you afford to like wait a year to get it legally?
 

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