Cursed4ever

Cursed4ever

I Want Everything to Stop
Oct 9, 2020
175
I Wrote Around 340 :blarg:
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Niftypoint124

Niftypoint124

Student
Nov 7, 2020
117
You keep them all???
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
696
i wrote a few, now i want to burn all these notes.
they won't change anything anyway...
 
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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
479
I'm not going to bother writing one.
It would be embarrassing to have written one, and end up surviving for whatever reason.
 
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Astronomer

Astronomer

GIF Geek
Oct 6, 2020
149
If i don't go through with it i get rid of them in case they are found and i'm put into a mental hospital again.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
I found that having things in writing is not typically a good idea.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
1,635
I've written three or four throughout my life. The first one was very...emotional. The more recent one is more matter-of-fact, I suppose.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Must have been around 4 by now, with each iteration getting better. Been procrastinating too much but I only get one day off out of the week from my misery and I keep spending it playing video games with online friends. If only I could get two days off...
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
well in my case I'm sure there are specific people that would love to use it as evidence against me. Just be careful nobody finds it, or you'll find yourself in the mental health system.
 
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walktothewater

Member
Nov 7, 2020
64
I've never written one. Perhaps my entire life will be one long suicide note.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
only 3 tbh
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
I've never written one. it's too scary to address in my head. plus up until the start of this week, I always lived with someone and was too scared to write one in case the evidence was found, and I'd have to explain myself.
maybe I will write a first draft soon.
 
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Forgotten

Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
None and probably won't write anything. Like my nickname implies, I want to be forgotten, erased by time, literally.
 
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Ardesevent

Ardesevent

It’s the end of the line, cowboy
Feb 2, 2020
358
I attempted to write a couple, but they were so bad I threw them out immediately.
 
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in hell out soon

in hell out soon

Student
Apr 27, 2020
114
Five full drafts. All lost now (bar one I can still access), and one that I'm currently working on.

the one I'm working on is going to end up being a multipart one because I'm gonna be working on individual ones for everyone I want to send one to. There's not really a non-shitty way to phrase that. I just want people to know I care about them before I go, and that I wish them well. Try and resolve things best I can before I do.

that could end up being a few dozen or a few hundred. we'll see.
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
767
until now, none.

but i will hopefully write my first and last one soon.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
About 20 for me, though I need to go back and revise them
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
A few
Not because I think I'm going to go through with it, but just to help me understand why I feel the way I do
I never get it quite right
 
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parasytes_

parasytes_

Member
Jul 14, 2020
37
Just 1 for mainly for my parents to read. I have older siblings I should probably write notes for, but I don't really feel comfortable writing to them since we aren't close. I don't have any other people outside of my immediate family that would care, which I guess is sad but also kind of a relief since I don't have to write a bunch of notes to tons of different people.
 
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banana

New Member
Nov 8, 2020
1
a lot. but none on paper, all in my head.
I don't want to deal with the reaction of someone who accidentally finds them
 
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