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diy-event

Student
Nov 16, 2024
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I have known three. A high school friend who poured Vaseline over her and struck a match

A workmate who went home one day who hanged himself

And my former partner who I understand hanged hersel long after she left my life

Probably more. But it does show how common it is
 
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tonyspitstain

Member
Dec 2, 2024
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Hmm two people come to mind, one was the brother of a girl in my high school, he was in the Israeli Defense Forces and I think he couldn't deal with the pressure/grief/horrors.
The other was the son of a substitute teacher and he was found in a nature preserve in our town, prob hanging. I am not sure why he chose to die but it was said he had PTSD. He had a loving family and he was in college.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
1,390
A cousin cut his wrists. An aunt committed suicide with drugs in the car. A neighbor shot himself. The lover of another little hung man. A girl at school shot herself in the chest with a rifle and screamed all the way to the hospital then died. My neighbor jumped from the first floor and his brother threw himself under a train. My cousin's partner took a hotel stay to hang herself. A friend threw her car into a truck. Another friend's father threw himself off a cliff. My uncle committed suicide, but the family was never very clear about the method. A teacher at my school killed himself in his car with the exhaust pipe. The wife of a dear friend drank trichlorethylene and yes and must have suffocated to death from the swelling, not a safe gift. I don't remember the others well.


*He translated it wrong: my aunt committed suicide with medicines in the car and she had a blue neck. Maybe barbiturates? It was 1990.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
Only two people who I knew personally.

A 17 year old girl in the psych ward. I knew her for 6 month. I am sure she wouldn't really die and wanted to be rescued, because of the way she acted the minutes before she died. But nobody believes her and so nobody take a look to what she do. That's very sad.

The second was a friend. She was rapped. And died two month later. It happened 27 years ago, but I am still thinking about her.

Both are hanging.

The other people I don't really knew personally.
 
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dimgobaith

Student
Jun 17, 2024
119
Two from my year in school, two of our local farmers, my cousin, my workmate ans my friends son
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,304
I don't know anyone outside of this forum who has taken their own life. I've known a few people who have had ideation though or, who have had failed attempts.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,679
2 classmates.
1 college friend.
1 co-worker
1 co-worker of my husband's
3 family members (all elderly, who refused treatment for diseases)

I remembered another one -- one of my children's classmates' dad shot his mom and then killed himself. Drugs, alcohol, a swinger's lifestyle which broke up their marriage and massive debt were the reasons.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I know one dude who killed himself like, 15 years ago. I knew him from elementary school. He was fucked up even as an 8 year old so that wasn't a surprise.

Literally no one else. Apparently all of my friends/family are more well-adjusted than I am.
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,086
My great-grandfather's son's son's daughter committed suicide. She battled schizophrenia. I will be the second person in the clan.
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
924
My cousin died from an intentional heroin overdose, then his father hung himself because he couldn't handle losing his son.
 
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alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
53
I've had two family members pass from suicide. One of which i unfortunately saw the aftermath of at a young age. Both hung themselves and had wives and children.
 
Sutter

Sutter

Experienced
Oct 21, 2024
246
I have known three. A high school friend who poured Vaseline over her and struck a match

A workmate who went home one day who hanged himself

And my former partner who I understand hanged hersel long after she left my life

Probably more. But it does show how common it is
6 maybe more
 
nothingelse

nothingelse

New Member
Oct 4, 2024
4
My best friend killed herself. I miss her so much but understand why
 

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