How many of you think you are most likely to die by suicide in the future?

[iloverachel]

How many of you think you will most like die from suicide in the future? Could be any point of time in your life, whether its tomorrow, 5 years, 30 years from now

I can say with 90 percent confidence i will die from suicide in the future

I am 30 years right now, and there is just absolutely no ****ing way in hell I am staying around for another 4-5 decades, NO BLOODY WAY

Only reason I am alive is because I don't want to hurt my parents. I am sure once they are gone, that would be the final straw for me

 

[The Burning Fool]

I don't even know if I should hold it off until my gramps and dad die. Preventing their suffering is almost not worth the risk of me being hit by a car and paralyzed, or developing a painful medical condition and so on. Life's daily risks. I'm such a stupid coward for caring about any of this and not just going through with CTB.

 

[tbroken]

How many of you think you will most like die from suicide in the future? Could be any point of time in your life, whether its tomorrow, 5 years, 30 years from now

I can say with 90 percent confidence i will die from suicide in the future

I am 30 years right now, and there is just absolutely no ****ing way in hell I am staying around for another 4-5 decades, NO BLOODY WAY

Only reason I am alive is because I don't want to hurt my parents. I am sure once they are gone, that would be the final straw for me

I think it is the same for me. I've seen way too much, i want to wait for my parents to pass out, than take control of the properties and maybe make some charity OF MY OWN CHOICE. I will not leave anything to THESE CRIMINALS!

 

[iloverachel]

I don't even know if I should hold it off until my gramps and dad die. Preventing their suffering is almost not worth the risk of me being hit by a car and paralyzed, or developing a painful medical condition and so on. Life's daily risks. I'm such a stupid coward for caring about any of this and not just going through with CTB.

I think its very nice and caring of you to look after your gramps and dad. Thats not cowardly at all

 

[The Burning Fool]

I think its very nice and caring of you to look after your gramps and dad. Thats not cowardly at all

I wish I was wise and brave enough to see myself as others see me but I'm mentally incapacitated by a thousand untreated wounds.

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course I really wish to die on my own terms but sadly for now I'm trapped in this existence, unfortunately not everyone is privledged enough to access peaceful, guaranteed ways to die, what I'd also fear is trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse suffering as a result. It's certainly so evil to me how there is the absence of peaceful and guaranteed ways to die for all as for me suicide is the way to escape from and prevent suffering, I have no interest in the torturous and futile burden that is human existence.

 

[wastingpotential]

never been able to see myself dying in any other way other than by my own hand

 

[Dliena]

I gotta do it at some point that's all I know to do. But wishes and eternal peace to all of you and OP.

 

[iloverachel]

Of course I really wish to die on my own terms but sadly for now I'm trapped in this existence, unfortunately not everyone is privledged enough to access peaceful, guaranteed ways to die, what I'd also fear is trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse suffering as a result. It's certainly so evil to me how there is the absence of peaceful and guaranteed ways to die for all as for me suicide is the way to escape from and prevent suffering, I have no interest in the torturous and futile burden that is human existence.

Yeah I think that its cruel that people with severe depression, chronic pain etc are not allowed to leave the world on their own terms. Euthanasia clinics are banned in my country, same with firearms, nembutal is illegal, its just so damn hard and scary trying to find a method that works

 

[Agon321]

If I don't die by accident, then definitely. My CTB is closer than farther. Of course, I might as well fall down the stairs on my stupid face today and break my neck. That's why I'm not 100% sure I'll die from CTB because the world can kill me in other ways. I wouldn't be surprised if I accidentally died the day before my date with death, because the world can be ironic.

 

[sserafim]

Me me me

 

[broth0100]

Since i was a kid ive been pretty certain tht its the way i'll go, just never kno when

 

[LonelyStarrySky]

I dont' have plans to make it past the age of 30, 25 is still debatable in my head tbh. I know that I will eventually have to leave this earth, and I honestly don't want to suffer in the loneliness that comes in life especially the long and dreadfull years I would have to spend rotting and slaving away on a useless job that doesn't matter to anyone at all in all of that indifference, hate, isolation, and then just die later of old age or some disease that makes my life miserable before killing me later on. Its just not worth it to stay living like that.
I still have some passions that make this life worthwhile at least for now and I will dedicate my useless life towards that but I can still call it quits any time I decide its not worth it and leave in peace.

 

[Ww42]

Ive tried the therapy, meds, working out, having relationships, my mind always goes to leaving as im always severely depressed. Its certain im going to die by my hand, probably in this year over the summer so i can enjoy the warm sun one last time

 

[mtoro998]

If some miracle doesnt happen to save me im 90% sure I will like you are.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I'm 100% certain i will kill myself. I'm not going to let them torture me and then torture me to death with their evil life and evil world , no way ..... I will win the final victory reaching non-existence forever on my own terms skipping over their old age and extreme torture .... I will reach non-existence painlessly and quickly when I decide by suicide.

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[Gorgone]

I think it's very likely for me. For my demographic and in my country, my life expectancy is about 73 years. I'm only 27. There is absolutely no way I will tolerate life for that much longer. I wept when I had this realization. I think even 10 more years is too long. I failed my first attempt and I don't intend to fail a second time. Now I'm just waiting for the right time and materials.

 

[RosesFlourish]

I hope I only end up taking my life when I'm old and terminally ill. Hell, I could die peacefully in my sleep and it wouldn't matter. But I'm pretty sure I wouldn't survive an early death of my partner, who I feel very safe with and happy.

 

[jacobryan]

Honestly, I've been thinking seriously about it the last week or two. But I'm torn... I want to, and don't want to at the same time.

 

[Kurai]

I have to die by my own hands in the future it's the only way out

 

[davidtorez]

I can't see myself becoming a decrepit old man unable to enjoy basic things in life. Death has to be better

 

[Naked Weapon]

Ever since middle school I knew that my death would come by my own hand. Even after having health issues (including a heart attack before I was even 20), I seemed unkillable. I will not go out powerless or when not wanting to. I will go when I say I'm done and conclude this little game of life.

 

[Daryl72]

How many of you think you will most like die from suicide in the future? Could be any point of time in your life, whether its tomorrow, 5 years, 30 years from now

I can say with 90 percent confidence i will die from suicide in the future

I am 30 years right now, and there is just absolutely no ****ing way in hell I am staying around for another 4-5 decades, NO BLOODY WAY

Only reason I am alive is because I don't want to hurt my parents. I am sure once they are gone, that would be the final straw for me

I can totally relate to your situation friend.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm not too sure anymore. I do want to kill myself but I don't really have any ways to do so which aren't risky or ineffective. It's so cruel that peaceful ways to die are banned