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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Morbid curiosity just wants to know how many plan to ctb with it and have purchased or have it.
 
futurecorpse

futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
192
Purchased it, currently waiting for it to be delivered. It's in the country at this time
 
TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
Ordered, just waiting on arrival
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I have it. Eventually I will use it
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
674
I have some, planning to use it soon.
 
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cazza82

cazza82

Can’tsufferanymore
Nov 20, 2024
192
I bought mine it arrived on the 3rd Feb
 
bitcrush

bitcrush

Member
Nov 12, 2024
25
I bought some back in November but got rid of it a month ago. Bought some more a week ago and I plan on keeping it this time.
 
Z

zardofan

So very tired of trying
Feb 11, 2025
59
Ordered but not yet delivered. But starting to think about the exit bag and n because I can't seem to find/get meto. SN is so less complicated but I don't want to try without AEs.i guess I'll just keep researching both.
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
Ordered, but hasn't arrived yet
 
yearofluigi

yearofluigi

(šŸ³ļøā€āš§ļøshe/her) The L stands for "winner"
Nov 19, 2024
80
Got mine about a month ago. I'm waiting until the spring to use it because I'm teaching a uni course right now and I don't wanna make staff scramble to find a replacement for me in the middle of the term.
 
DarkestSoul

DarkestSoul

Death = Peace
Jan 20, 2025
62
Mine has arrived.
There are some things that needs to be done and some i'll hand over to someone.
Afterwards i'll ctb.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
Got mine a couple of months back. Hoping to ctb this year
 
yowai

yowai

Specialist
Aug 28, 2024
337
Bought a 100 mg bottle to not feel anxious about it suddenly becoming regulated in my country and difficult to obtain, it cost something like 5 usd so why not. I'd use as my method only if I can get meto plus benzos or opiates, don't know when that will happen but at least I already have one ingredient
 
NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
I have it but I wanted to buy another package. I wonder if the person from DMC is going to run out of inventory, It seems like he's being flooded with orders more than ever, and I worry about the future of that site and also with government trying to regulate any peaceful method they possibly can.
 
butimstillsoblue

butimstillsoblue

Warrior
Dec 27, 2024
93
I have it for when the time is right.
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
394
I have all the things listed in the sn protocol
 
Crash_Bash_Dash

Crash_Bash_Dash

Nothing what I used to be
Apr 23, 2024
118
I have my SN package sitting in my cupboard since last summer. I don't know when the time's right for me to leave this world though.
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
Guilty!
I weighed the doses last night and it was such a rush!
After reading a failed experience report i'm so excited.

Ps: i don't recommend anyone to weigh the doses when you haven't slept for 3 days but it was fun tho
 
Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
SN, meto, and benzos ready to go. Just hoping to find the testicular fortitude to actually use them. My respect to all that have used it successfully.
 
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ams199714

Member
Jan 29, 2025
5
My SN got delivered, I am going to CTB tomorrow
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
1,553
I ordered SN as well, just in case it stops being available sometime soon. Hopefully I will be able to use it in the future.
 

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