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maybeimalreadydead

Member
Oct 9, 2019
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Any of you LGBT? Out or not? Is it a part of a reason you are here or no? For me, likely. I feel very much I'm limited in being who I truly am.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
Not exactly, but my sexual orientation is "special" I feel attracted to cis women, but I cannot feel sexual desire towards cis women, but I do towards trans women.

I explained it in a thread a while ago, and it is not a fetish, I would simply like to have a partner and this prevents me from having it, it is one of my main reasons for CTB although not the only one.
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
Here's your lesbian aunt. It's not one of the reasons why I want to ctb
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
According to survey there are 11 percent of trans people here and based on that and posts I have seen here I guess about the same amount of gay people. So you can say it's roughly 20% at least which is not surprising actually. LGBT individuals tend to have higher suicide rates.
 
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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

If you see me active on here...its gotten worse...
Nov 12, 2019
264
Awkward Lesbian here checking in lmao. I haven't told my parents but they suspect I am one. I just deny it everytime. I don't know why it's not really a big deal to them I just don't want them to know. My sexual orientation isn't the reason why I want to ctb though.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
I love girls but to be honest I am fine with any gender as long as I like the personality of the person I guess.
But it doesn't matter since I am never going to be in any relationship. Therefore it is not the reason making me wanting to ctb
 
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Xena87

Xena87

Queen of the night
Dec 9, 2019
105
Transwoman. Hi
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
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I'm a gay dude. It's a small part of the reason I want to die. Mostly other things, though.
 
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NoFOMO

NoFOMO

Member
Dec 9, 2019
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Gay. Out to certain people. To others I just keep quiet as it's none of their business.
It's a pretty significant part of why I want to CTB. It's been a curse my entire life. I mean it. My two older brothers would tell my mom that they'd kill me if it turns out I'm a "maricon", "fag", but in Spanish. Nasty, nasty word in Spanish.
How's a 7 year old supposed to react to that?
I was physically, mentally abused growing up and that continued in school.
I won the hit-every-branch-in-the-ugly-tree lottery too. Life has just been great (screams internally).
 
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silentvoice

Member
Nov 23, 2019
52
Trans here. It's a big reason why I'm here unfortunately.
 
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ninthhokage

ninthhokage

Member
Nov 8, 2019
82
Transgender. Yes, it is part of the reason I am here.
 
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YukiFox

YukiFox

Pastel demon
Dec 8, 2018
320
Trans woman pre-HRT here. Despite the common perception, my gender dysphoria isn't the main reason for why I'm here. In fact, keep planning my social and hormonal transition makes me hopefully.
 
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Taki

Taki

Specialist
Jul 30, 2019
319
Transgender. Yes, it is part of the reason I am here.
I hope things turn around for you.
Gay man. It's not a reason as in "I intend to kill myself because I'm gay," but the stress of many experiences has played into my overall sense of failure, most of which have then led to real failures and problems. I sometimes wonder if I'd be less alone, isolated and depressed if I'd been straight, and the research on gay men says that's probably true. At this point, I can't point to one single for wanting to die. But there is a good reason why it needs to happen.
 
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Weakling666

Weakling666

Night Breed
Dec 9, 2019
61
Gay guy here, I'm okay with my sexuality, but if i could be reborn as straight that'd be great.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
I'm gay but I've kept it to myself all my life. Never "came out" to anyone though I think several members of my family know but are too afraid to broach the subject. I find it so awkward to talk about even on here. Don't know why. It's not a reason I want to cbt though I have bigger issues.
 
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dieornottodie

Student
Aug 15, 2020
131
i am part of it. but tbh i struggle with humans in general, not really the community
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
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i'm a lesbian. i guess realizing that most of my family wouldn't "love" me anymore if i came out has something to do with my desire to ctb. just goes to show you that some people will not "love" you unconditionally.
 
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LetsGosam

Member
Aug 28, 2020
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I'm a gay man
 
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Leech

Leech

ɴᴏᴡ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟy ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʀᴇᴀʟ
Aug 8, 2020
205
I'm asexual, but I don't feel like asexuals are really accepted in to the LGBTQA+ community. Even tho the A literally stands for asexual, we're pretty ostracized.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
i'm a lesbian. i guess realizing that most of my family wouldn't "love" me anymore if i came out has something to do with my desire to ctb. just goes to show you that some people will not "love" you unconditionally.


How sad I'm sorry. If I love someone I do it unconditionally, I don't know why sexual orientation can influence it.
 
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LetsGosam

Member
Aug 28, 2020
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QUOTE="Leech, post: 846815, member: 20571"]
I'm asexual, but I don't feel like asexuals are really accepted in to the LGBTQA+ community. Even tho the A literally stands for asexual, we're pretty ostracized.
[/QUOTE]

The world doesn't have a good understanding of what asexual is. As more people speak up about what it means to them it is becoming better understood.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Bi and want to die
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
644
I'm an incognito (closet) gay in a dumb ancient religious country where torturing and killing other people is the norm :devil::ohhhh:
 
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LetsGosam

Member
Aug 28, 2020
23
I'm an incognito (closet) gay in a dumb ancient religious country where torturing and killing other people is the norm :devil::ohhhh:
That's so scary. Living that way can't be easy.
 
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draw a circle

out.
Apr 10, 2020
300
I'm the bi in bitch (lol). I used to think I'm aromantic or demiromantic (so tumblr, I know) but maybe it's just my commitment issues. I'm trying out this thing of using they/them and being non gender conforming online, like in here, but this is still in the exploration phase. I like it though.
 
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Caspers

Caspers

Lost
Jun 23, 2020
403
Aromatic asexual through and through. Gender is really confusing for me, am I agender, gender fluid or just confused? Not out though, my mum thinks because I've had romantic relationships in my teens I can't be
 
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onlyeverexisting

onlyeverexisting

Member
Nov 24, 2019
33
Bi, but people usually assume i'm straight. which confuses me. like. my nails are so short and I wear thumb rings??

Maybe my jeans aren't cuffed high enough?
 
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ravergirl

ravergirl

Death becomes her
Jul 22, 2020
294
I'm pansexual. Also, hypersexual as as symptom of BPD. Been picked on all my life both for my sexual preference and for my desire for casual, unattached/unemotional sex. I've never felt like I belong in this world, and sexuality is a big part of that.
 
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draw a circle

out.
Apr 10, 2020
300
Bi, but people usually assume i'm straight. which confuses me. like. my nails are so short and I wear thumb rings??

Maybe my jeans aren't cuffed high enough?
The opposite with me. I came out to my somewhat openly gay friend in college and turns out he and his group of friends all thought I wasn't straight. My student study service group all thought I was gay after I introduced my (fake) lover and not use the word that indicated my lover's gender (like using "lover" instead of "boy/girlfriend"). Like why is that even a thing lmao
 
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