clownangel
Student
- Sep 25, 2019
- 122
15yrs give or take (probably a few 6mo periods thrown in where I didn't think about it as frequently)
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134340
Student
- Aug 23, 2019
- 164
Consistently since I was 13, so 8 years. The only significant chunk of time where I never or very rarely thought about dying & felt like suicide wasn't an option for me was between October of 2018 and mid-May of this year. I don't have a clue why, but I had a really fantastic stretch, and then i crashed back into this so so hard.
cu1len
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- Jan 3, 2019
- 86
I kinda always knew that I didn't want to live from a pretty early age, but I would use excuses like "Oh, once I finish this grade things will get better" or "it's just puberty" but I know now that I'm getting nowhere in life, so I kinda just accepted the fact. I've been full blown suicidal off and on for about a year and a half now.
Pykul
Member
- Sep 22, 2019
- 88
When I was 8 I wanted to "go away because I hated everyone" and walked into traffic. Suicidal or not? Not sure. But after my brother ctb when I was 12, it was all I could think about.
