How long ago do you wish you would of killed your self?

[MAIO]

The timming was perfect, would of been " understandable" by most people, even been a learning experience. Now the timming is terrible far to late.

 

[Mr2005]

2010 would have been the right time

 

[Schopenhauer]

Never born would be my choice. As a shy, nerdy, introverted child, school was hell. Adolescence was twice as hellish. Things eventually got better, but still bad enough that I want to die, badly.

 

[08nomore]

2006 was the beginning of the end for me.

 

[bigj75]

Never born knowing how I ended up. No amount of good times in my life justify the suffering I'm going through now.

 

[Pastdue]

Who is lucky enough never to have been born? Not one in a hundred thousand!

 

[Throwaway563078]

Never been born. But I wish I died in 2009, it just got tremendously worse after that.

 

[Miss clefable]

To be honest I wish I was never born

 

[Mr2005]

My life could have been great that's what makes it harder but there's nothing I can do about it now

 

[ParamitePie]

2011 for me, because then I could've ended it with someone I actually cared about, rather than having to do it alone.

 

[willowtrees0]

My choice was 1+ months ago. I actually wish I would've been able to overcome my survival instincts when I tried ctb earlier this year. only reason I didnt say any farther back than that is because I dont think I would've realized how much I didnt want to live and proved to myself Ill never get better if I didnt make it to that point.

 

[VincentValentine]

Never born knowing how I ended up. No amount of good times in my life justify the suffering I'm going through now.

This.

For me the bad in life significantly outweighed the good. The bad in life is so outrageous, profound, and consistent, that I would gladly take never having existed at all over occasionally having fun and experiencing happiness. If I can't live with dignity, life isn't worth living at all.

 

[Roph]

Never born

 

[Jovaras]

fun fact, I was born dead and was reanimated :/

 

[Anon1337]

Year ago.

 

[Going Home]

Don't know. I was doing ok before I met JimJoe, Mary and other demonic bullies.

 

[wanttodie]

Never born would be great

 

[millefeui]

13 years ago, at the very least.

 

[AndyCurious]

30 yrs ago would be great...XD

 

[Miss clefable]

30 yrs ago would be great...XD

I don't want to see 30

 

[AndyCurious]

I don't want to see 30

I wish I didn't either...

 

[Jen Erik]

I think it was about 3 or 4 years ago, that the absolute hopelessness of my life, and life in general, became glaringly obvious and barring some very statistically unlikely change, it was just better to get it over with.

 

[Midnight]

As crazy as it may sound i'm somewhere in between never born and somewhere in the near future. There have been moments that where worthwhile but i had to get through 100x more bad ones each time to get there. So i'm still not sure if it was worth it to get where i am know or if just shouldn't have lived at all.

Edit: fuck it who am i kidding. Just take never born.

 

[Jai]

1998 or 2016( failed attempt ) I'd pick either

 

[Tragoedia Vitae]

I wish I had never been born in the first place. That way I would never have known the curse of human consciousness, or gazed into the abyss of the human soul.

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

My childhood wasn't great. I was a sad, even miserable child. Just a couple of good years as a teenager, and it has been a long, painful slog since then. I found some journals from decades ago and even then I was writing about how unhappy I was. So, "Never Born" is my selection, but I gave "10+ Years" ago the runner-up spot.

 

[dman12009]

I wish I had killed myself in high school

 

[Trashcan]

Never born. I've also caused a lot of problems... would have saved myself and others from suffering if I had never been born.

 

[uglyzuko]

I wish i were never born, but if I had to choose, a year ago. I attempted suicide last year but failed. Living for the past year or so has been useless. Nothing phenomenal has happened to me, I haven't changed anyone's life, etc. it just feels like a useless chapter or filler, you know? I wasted all this time living for no reason.

 

[Marz]

During my first attempt when I was 13. Better than that, if I had never been born. I brought too many complications to people and to my parents when they never even wanted me. I really hate the fact that my mother didn't abort me. She didn't even want to have me to begin with.