IWishToDie
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- Dec 31, 2023
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Postponing suicide for as long as I can now
Thoughts still come and go but I've really learned to start stretching Kundalini style (every part of my body) and stare at a candle,
The ankh is keyed into my wrist
Suffer in silence and let the pain drift away.
It feels like I'm drowning sometimes
It feels like I'm weighed down
It feels like nothing is real
It feels like everything is too real.
Doing this little stretching routine, bowing my head to show gratitude before meals
(Full bow, really scary but important!)
Staring at a candle with a relaxed tongue
I feel like I can conquer the animal inside me
Don't tell the shadow to f*ck off, it simply empowers it.
Light is healing. A weapon.
A tool. A friend.
I feel relief
It's a work on progress, for now it works.
Not checked messages or threads for a few days, trying to avoid any suicidal influences.
Calmness right now, waiting on some pork dumplings to arrive for lunch.
RIP to anyone we lost recently.
Love
Thoughts still come and go but I've really learned to start stretching Kundalini style (every part of my body) and stare at a candle,
The ankh is keyed into my wrist
Suffer in silence and let the pain drift away.
It feels like I'm drowning sometimes
It feels like I'm weighed down
It feels like nothing is real
It feels like everything is too real.
Doing this little stretching routine, bowing my head to show gratitude before meals
(Full bow, really scary but important!)
Staring at a candle with a relaxed tongue
I feel like I can conquer the animal inside me
Don't tell the shadow to f*ck off, it simply empowers it.
Light is healing. A weapon.
A tool. A friend.
I feel relief
It's a work on progress, for now it works.
Not checked messages or threads for a few days, trying to avoid any suicidal influences.
Calmness right now, waiting on some pork dumplings to arrive for lunch.
RIP to anyone we lost recently.
Love
