D

diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
In the UK we can't buy from CCS anyway, I thought there were way more sources than IC and CCS but now I come to find there aren't.

Tried finding supplier on Alibaba that sells low amounts? Maybe those who sell in kilos will agree to send you 50g-100g sample through express delivery? Reagent grade or analytical grade are of the highest purity. Coming up with trading company idea, registering domain to appear as serious business. Just brainstorming here.

I'm freaking out I have sodium nitrite but the purity % goes down over time

Do you have links where I could learn more?

It should be good for 3 years if kept sealed. At least the bottle claims it has a shelf life of 3 yeyears.
Some say 4-5 years. Some even say indefinite. It appears there's no definite consensus.
 
  • Like
Reactions: betternever2havbeen
T

TheSadStranger

Out of time...
Mar 30, 2023
80
Tried finding supplier on Alibaba that sells low amounts? Maybe those who sell in kilos will agree to send you 50g-100g sample through express delivery? Reagent grade or analytical grade are of the highest purity. Coming up with trading company idea, registering domain to appear as serious business. Just brainstorming here.



Do you have links where I could learn more?


Some say 4-5 years. Some even say indefinite. It appears there's no definite consensus.
I already looked on Alibaba on my initial quest of getting SN. No dice



Well obviously everything has a half life, so I guess it's technically true.
 
D

diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
This world undeniably is hell and pro lifers only cause people to suffer even more.

This place is a trap where there are people who suffer and people who do not. Those who do are distanced or left unnoticed by those who do not because they prefer to exist in "it's all good" illusion and protect it. This trap relies on majority of people living in illusion while deriving benefit from people who suffer. And then people recycled to keep the system running. Positions are switched and those who lived good life now suffer and vice versa. How is it not a trap? God definitely won't create such place. Only in religion would. People have convinced themselves in this.
The following meme could be adapted to my message...
Sleeping simulation

I already looked on Alibaba on my initial quest of getting SN. No dice
Where exactly are you having problem there?
 
  • Like
  • Informative
Reactions: Kundalini Guy, Gonnerr and GasMonkey
U

UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
No point freaking out. SN was never the miracle people mafe it out to be anyway.
It relied in a strict regime and other drugs.

Way too long for the SI in most people to be a viable method.

SN was more a method to give people some mental comfort, but it was never that widely actually used.

Anyone with serious intent will find a much quicker, effective method without much effort.
 
  • Like
  • Hmph!
Reactions: exploitedbacteria and Kundalini Guy
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,749
I'm a bit new here and seen a few mentions of this tantacrul video, was going to watch it to see what it was about but don't want to know after reading ur post. What is the video even about anyway?
Thanks for not watching it. That dumb Tantacrul video brought a lot of prolifers to this site who took down IC imo. I never watched that dumb tantacrul video and never will . Just going by what others posted about it here. It's just some ridiculous pro life lies a rehash of what the NY times said about this site.

Your post shows that u got curious just seeing the talk here about that dumb video. Then curiousity leads to clicking on it which raises it's YouTube score in the YouTube algorithm which causes the video to be suggested more to others. Then prolifers watch the video. Then prolifers come to this site to try to get sn restricted more . Imo the result is prolifers took ic down. That video brought a lot of prolifers to this site
I would never watch a pro-lifer youtuber anyway . What for ? Can someone here tell me a reason why I should waste my time watching some pro-life lies or do anything for that matter. I'm a nihilist nothing matters much less some nothing youtuber and what they say. What will matter in 100 years, 500 years , 1000 years a trillion years? nothing
The only thing that matters to me is having the means and will and ability to ctb and then for me to do it. IC sn is means.
Also that tantacrul is just another click bait YouTuber looking for views attention money and to get this website banned .. No need to watch lies and prolife trash and help them on their goals.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: diyCTB and DesolateWhisper
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
No point freaking out. SN was never the miracle people mafe it out to be anyway.
It relied in a strict regime and other drugs.

Way too long for the SI in most people to be a viable method.

SN was more a method to give people some mental comfort, but it was never that widely actually used.

Anyone with serious intent will find a much quicker, effective method without much effort.
That could not be more far from the truth.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Salvation_ and exploitedbacteria
pharma

pharma

Member
Mar 4, 2023
52
Surely people must know of more sources than just those two though? I'm not asking for them (at least not publicly of course) I just know there must be loads of sites out there selling it-are ALL of them selling to businesses only?
Seems like it. I tried a bunch of sites and they were either really expensive or required a login. pain.
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: betternever2havbeen
veryoldstory

veryoldstory

Someone has to leave first.
Feb 2, 2023
3
I'm devastated. I've had it open planning to order for a few days. I am trying another site (CP) and will see if it gets here. If so, I'll do an aquarium test on it.
 
  • Like
Reactions: betternever2havbeen
10000DaysTooMany

10000DaysTooMany

Member
Apr 14, 2023
68
Wow I must have got my order in right under the wire. Just arrived today.
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: WorthlessTrash
OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
IC / EM is down but K actually is still in business, you have to just email him manually now and ask to buy the inert gas equipment, dont know if he still sells SN though i guess you could try

id love to order SN from IC but sadly i forgot K's email, can someone give it to me in DM??? would be much appreciated
A good example why everything's going down.. let's get K now in trouble too.
 
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: jolongone and WorthlessTrash
J

jolongone

Student
Feb 24, 2023
148
Surely people must know of more sources than just those two though? I'm not asking for them (at least not publicly of course) I just know there must be loads of sites out there selling it-are ALL of them selling to businesses only?
Not all of them are just selling to businesses you just have to search. Butchers used to sell it, don't know if they still do 🙏
 
  • Like
Reactions: betternever2havbeen
bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
im the complete opposite, i dont understand why people are worried, it is still easily sourceable from china just like most other chemicals. Unlike IC and other companies, good luck banning chemical supplies out of china.
 
  • Like
Reactions: jolongone and betternever2havbeen
symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
Oh I am 100% freaking out. SN is (was?) my method and now idk if I can get it. My fallback method is hanging, but I've tried it and practiced it and can't get it right.
 
J

jolongone

Student
Feb 24, 2023
148
Surely people must know of more sources than just those two though? I'm not asking for them (at least not publicly of course) I just know there must be loads of sites out there selling it-are ALL of them selling to businesses only?
Not all of them are just selling to businesses you just have to search. Butchers used to sell it, don't know if they still do
A good example why everything's going down.. let's get K now in trouble too.
Exactly! I don't know why everyone is not doing a search on the internet and find the places that are selling SN. If a 60 something with little IT knowledge can do it then anyone can. You're welcome 🤗
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: betternever2havbeen
RhapsodyinBerserk

RhapsodyinBerserk

Death in Reverse
Apr 11, 2023
70
Bruh why didn't I order that shit I had a separate P.O. Box ready but I procrastinated.
 
DesolateWhisper

DesolateWhisper

Member
Apr 18, 2023
15
Thanks for not watching it. That dumb Tantacrul video brought a lot of prolifers to this site who took down IC imo. I never watched that dumb tantacrul video and never will . Just going by what others posted about it here. It's just some ridiculous pro life lies a rehash of what the NY times said about this site.

Your post shows that u got curious just seeing the talk here about that dumb video. Then curiousity leads to clicking on it which raises it's YouTube score in the YouTube algorithm which causes the video to be suggested more to others. Then prolifers watch the video. Then prolifers come to this site to try to get sn restricted more . Imo the result is prolifers took ic down. That video brought a lot of prolifers to this site
I would never watch a pro-lifer youtuber anyway . What for ? Can someone here tell me a reason why I should waste my time watching some pro-life lies or do anything for that matter. I'm a nihilist nothing matters much less some nothing youtuber and what they say. What will matter in 100 years, 500 years , 1000 years a trillion years? nothing
The only thing that matters to me is having the means and will and ability to ctb and then for me to do it. IC sn is means.
Also that tantacrul is just another click bait YouTuber looking for views attention money and to get this website banned .. No need to watch lies and prolife trash and help them on their goals.
ah ok was just not sure what the video was about? I think I seen somewhere that IC is now shut down but seen someone else say you can email them directly and still get hold of SN? Not sure which one to believe? I'm not settled on a method yet but open to suggestions?
 
Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
No point freaking out. SN was never the miracle people mafe it out to be anyway.
It relied in a strict regime and other drugs.

Way too long for the SI in most people to be a viable method.

SN was more a method to give people some mental comfort, but it was never that widely actually used.

Anyone with serious intent will find a much quicker, effective method without much effort.
I had thought about doing SN when those websites were up but after thinking I realized my SI would stop me in those 10+ mins it takes to go unconscious. Instant methods where your SI can't save you seem so much more effective and better, it just takes more time to build the courage.
 
  • Like
Reactions: diyCTB and pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,749
I had thought about doing SN when those websites were up but after thinking I realized my SI would stop me in those 10+ mins it takes to go unconscious. Instant methods where your SI can't save you seem so much more effective and better, it just takes more time to build the courage.
Yeah I have a shotgun . Am in the U.S.. Guns for now still legal. 12 gauge shotgun lot of practice in mouth aimed at brainstem is like the proverbial button . Just press the trigger and my head is blown off . still afraid i'm going to miss the brain stem but all my research shows me that is not likely and is just SI because the whole head is blown off like Ronnie Mcnutt . But it's very scary , difficult to build the courage, and takes more time to build courage to blow your own head off. It's much easier to drink 50 ml drink and pass out 12 minutes later. but like you said in that 12 minutes my si could call the ER hospital torturers who will resusitate me and keep me in this hell. I don't know if any of you shot a gun. but it's not like the movies . Especially a shotgun it's like a nuclear bomb goes off in your hands is the only I can get someone that hasn't shot before to understand the power. it's scary af
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Kundalini Guy
BrutalWorldNot4me

BrutalWorldNot4me

Member
Apr 7, 2023
31
It's almost like some people suffer through months-years long pain. My discs are wearing out and I'm in so much pain I rather die. .-. Fun. Stupid ass pro-lifers
 
Rumi

Rumi

Experienced
Mar 29, 2023
227
This is coming from someone who has both sources but I am STILL freaking out about the future unavailability.
Pro-lifers can only restrict certain methods; people will always find another source, another way, to CTB.
 
D

diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
I had thought about doing SN when those websites were up but after thinking I realized my SI would stop me in those 10+ mins it takes to go unconscious. Instant methods where your SI can't save you seem so much more effective and better, it just takes more time to build the courage.

Quick and painless method like N is the holy grail. It does not require preparation and acts fast enough before SI kicks in. It can also help should someone find themselves in a great danger like nuclear war and fallout. Definitely a safety-eject button from suffering and nightmare. It's like potassium cyanide pill that spies use to prevent suffering and death that follows. Except it works faster and is painless.

What helps to fight SI is CTB fuel. Doing something to build up extreme hatred towards yourself without resolving to violence against others. In other words creating CTB urges and feeling impulsive to burn the bridges. Dysfunctional family or toxic relationships can be a reason to finally let everything you wanted to say out to cut the ties.

Pro-lifers can only restrict certain methods; people will always find another source, another way, to CTB.

Or start witnessing CTBs in the open or in places they least expect if things get desperate. Suppressing suicidal people will only make things worse for both sides.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Kundalini Guy
sheepgirl

sheepgirl

Student
Aug 11, 2018
119
I'm not freaking out because I know a supplier in my country that sells it. I purchased some before but my mum threw it out. I'm planning to buy some more soon just incase they create stricter regulations; every other seller in the country requires a business license. I just need to find out how long it'll last
 

Similar threads