How I’m going to survive the pain I carry in my heart

[readytostopmypain]

I recently lost the most beautiful gorgous person on earth my son. He died by suicide.. I love him so much I didn't know he was suffering from anything he was advanced in school happy smiley face until some toxic miserable unwanted online friend poisoned his brain.. I pray for justice for my son. I know he's in heaven in a better place I just miss him it hurts. I don't know how much longer I can take that pain. I need help

 

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I'm so sorry for your loss.. A lot of us show no signs to those around us that we're suffering so it's easy for people to assume everything is fine.

Most you can do is hope that your son is finally at peace from such a cruel world and hopefully be able to move on.

I couldn't imagine the pain you must be feeling and my condolences to you OP. Words can never help a situation like this.

I hope you manage to find peace..

 

[bedhead_baby]

I'm very sorry. Most people do hide it to not worry loved ones. I've known several people who lost children. I would research if there are any local help groups of parents that have lost children that you could be a part of, or just someone local who has a shared experience.

 

[readytostopmypain]

I'm so sorry for your loss.. A lot of us show no signs to those around us that we're suffering so it's easy for people to assume everything is fine.

Most you can do is hope that your son is finally at peace from such a cruel world and hopefully be able to move on.

I couldn't imagine the pain you must be feeling and my condolences to you OP. Words can never help a situation like this.

I hope you manage to find peace..

Thank you so much! Yes it's killing me I can't live with this pain

I'm very sorry. Most people do hide it to not worry loved ones. I've known several people who lost children. I would research if there are any local help groups of parents that have lost children that you could be a part of, or just someone local who has a shared experience.

Thank you! I see a counselor and I'm a counselor myself I know those techniques won't help me I'm in pain I can't eat or sleep

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be hard to deal with, but at least those who are gone are now free from all the suffering and are at peace, it's truly such a dreadful world we exist in where humans create so much harm.

 

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I'm sorry for your loss, it sure has to be hard as hell to endure with all the pain you have to overcome when it comes to the death of someone as close as yourself with your son.
The only thing I can wish is that he finds himself resting in peace from this world so broken and corrupted by people like the one who cornered your child until he thought he had no way out.

But please don't feel guilty about his desicion, I'm sure you weren't part of his reasons to leave and that he thought of you on his last moments.