how i spent christmas eve

[sadbadpsychogirl]

my mother forced me to watch "its a wonderful life" with her. i don't think she understood how that was probably the worst thing to do. i didn't really pay attention to it and fell asleep halfway through. but damn having to watch a movie about some guy who has it all and people love him and don't want him to kill himself... so anyway how is your christmas going so far?

 

[Tired_Tired]

At least you are not homeless and have warm meal on the table even you are suffering. I think have some people admired your life.

 

[bornfree]

benefits people decided to make me want to die and sent me a letter saying i had to send in info which i already had done and had to send it to them by the 25th of dec. They're so good at making me want to die.

On top of everything else. i hate being alive.

 

[WornOutLife]

Damn! I'm sorry you had to go through that hell.
My Christmas sucked and is still doing it. I dunno what the hell will happen to my family! (if my parents get divorced, my CTB will be harder to accomplish, so unlucky!)

 

[EmptyManForever]

so anyway how is your christmas going so far?

Nothing special, its just another day just like every other day , was just at home doing nothing , I know my life sux

 

[Good4Nothing]

I'm sick. Can't go anywhere or do anything. My Christmas dinner will be a gas station hotdog.

 

[AutoTap]

I spent it on the inside corner of couch wrapped in blankets trying not to have anxiety attack

 

[Deleted member 22624]

I spent most of it curled up tensing to relieve the akathisia (restlessness basically). It fucking sucks. Maaaan. Yeah I just had to pay 500 back in benefits, that was fun. I'm not even getting any money. At least I didn't have to watch it's a beautiful life, that trumps it all

 

[Sakura94]

I thought that movie was really boring when I finally got around to seeing it.

 

[bornfree]

just got a visit from the police. lucky me.

 

[aeon]

Sleeping most of the day, eating tons of junk and watching crap TV. So far so good.

 

[Bigpink]

Drinking prosecco

 

[NeverGoodEnuff]

It was a family tradition to watch that movie along with Miracle on 34th St. We made it an event, wirh hokie comments, eating from TV trays, the works.

Last night, I saw it was on so I sat on the couch with my little fur buddy, remembering those days, and cried. Turned it off and resisted loading up one of my guns.

Today isn't much better Old and alone. Never Good Enuff.