How I see suicide

[ineedhelp94]

I see death as a video game. Like..if I was going to give myself carbon monoxide poisoning by car..I would set a timer for 1:00 min and that's lvl 1. 2 mins is lvl 2, ect. Same with taking pills. I took 3 tonight. So I'm at. Lvl 3 on those. Death is easier to look at if it's a game. Has anyone ever felt this?

 

[DT2007]

I got a similar feeling about it.