Kdawg2018
Still here...
- Nov 10, 2018
- 272
Probably GeeSuicide, I have her picture, she looked so nice, I didn't chat to her as long, but I definitely was with her when CTB in live chat, R.I.P.
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Probably GeeSuicide, I have her picture, she looked so nice, I didn't chat to her as long, but I definitely was with her when CTB in live chat, R.I.P.
After the 3rd one came and went I grew even more detached from everything.
Kdawg2018
Still here...
- Nov 10, 2018
- 272
Yes, it was too bad that I was having a really rough time the day before SiArc passed, but I think I isolated myself because I knew she was going. I miss her presence, and it affected me more than I thought it would.
I have another friend that I talked to for 4 hours, and he seemed fine, this is an SS user, and he attempted right after the call, I had no idea he was going to attempt, and I wish I would have said something different. IDK if he has passed or is alive. He didn't come back online. Loosing two online friends in a week has hit me.
However, after telling my life story to the man on voice chat, it inspired me to make a sort of a voice podcast about my life story and how I ended up here. I just hope that he is okay, or has found the peace that he was looking for.
Johnnythefox
Que sera sera
- Nov 11, 2018
- 3,129
@Eden2k affected me quite badly, though I'm glad she found peace from her torment.
Johnnythefox
Que sera sera
- Nov 11, 2018
- 3,129
I wouldn't take goodbye posts seriously until there is external confirmation, either a news article or obituary.
Jupiter
Specialist
- Nov 23, 2018
- 384
Whenever I think about the user I was close to and the others I enjoyed reading their comments I somehow panic. Because I get the strong feeling of being left behind all alone. I can't help it, this is how it feels like for me.
@Jupiter your time will come when it's right. And they will be patiently waiting to greet you at the other side. X
I remember hearing a lot about relatives that commited CTB when i was young. I didn't understood suicide back then, so it didn't affect me that much. Ironicly enough, a father of one of my childhood friends - that died from natural causes - was the only death that really got stuck with me. Not even when my grand-grandmother died i felt so sad. We used to play a lot, he was like a second dad to me. I even got to experience being around him while he was drunk once and... It is kinda sad to remeber: my friend and i were in the same room, playing some tabletop game, and he just burst in crying saying how much he loved the two of us. I don't know why, but, in that moment, i didn't felt afraid or anything like that, i just felt loved. I can't explain. He was pure, in a way. I gonna miss him very much.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,663
While I feel some sadness, mostly I would say that I don't have strong feelings overall, maybe because I'm numb, but I don't know. At the same time, I have some feeling of relief for that person because said person who ctb'ed has achieved peace and is no longer suffering on this life (I'm an atheist so I don't believe in an afterlife).
