I've mainly been reading a book on hiking trails in my state, it's boring to most but I enjoy reading about it and I hope to go to a hiking trail near me that caught my eye in the book! I just feel so unmotivated haha!
I will absolutely pet them for you next time. There are so many good doggos there, and I get sad seeing the elderly ones so I pet them more. They're all so good though, there are a few that you can't pet because they're more aggressive but I can understand why. One has previously been abused and they've nursed it back, it looks much healthier, but still has many scars, she's still such a loving dog though, and licked me a lot!
I'm sorry it's been that way for you. I suppose there's some positive in that it hasn't declined though!