My mom will likely be extremely devastated if I decide to make my exit. I'd imagine my former partner of almost 9 years will be as well. She and I have a special connection. A few of my closest friends and family members will likely be deeply hurt also. I do feel a certain degree of guilt about hurting my loved ones. However, if and when I decide to choose my own exit point I will do so knowing it was the best decision for myself, and made in sound mind and full self awareness. But even so, it is quite sad for me to think about those I love being left in the wake to pick up the pieces.