FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I know that if I was to exit this existence today I would feel so incredibly relieved and glad, as of course I simply believe that we just cease to exist after we finally leave this world. I mean of course I would feel relieved as death is the only way to solve what is the true problem that is life itself, death is the solution to everything and to die would prevent more years spent in an existence that would get more and more torturous as time goes on. I do believe that existing is a form of torture, it's a burden having the ability to exist and it's something that is so tedious and unappealing.
There is no value to enduring endless days where we will just suffer more as time goes on and where things will just get worse. All that we are destined for is to age and then just deteriorate so of course it makes sense wanting to escape from this, I view to die as being the best thing possible as there is nothing more ideal than permanent non existence and lacking the ability to be aware of this world. All of our problems started when we were so unfairly forced into this world, where chance cruelly determines everything and where existing beings suffer all through no fault of their own. The existence of life is such a cruel mistake, a tragedy that never needed to exist so of course suicide isn't sad or tragic, suicide is the only way to be free from it all, and if I had N I would be long gone at this point.
The unfortunate reality is that for me actually going through with suicide is something that involves such difficulty. If I had access to some guaranteed peaceful method or knew that I was just going to pass away in my sleep of course I would be comforted by knowing that I was soon to be gone as I've never wanted anything to do with something so horrible as existing.
There is no value to enduring endless days where we will just suffer more as time goes on and where things will just get worse. All that we are destined for is to age and then just deteriorate so of course it makes sense wanting to escape from this, I view to die as being the best thing possible as there is nothing more ideal than permanent non existence and lacking the ability to be aware of this world. All of our problems started when we were so unfairly forced into this world, where chance cruelly determines everything and where existing beings suffer all through no fault of their own. The existence of life is such a cruel mistake, a tragedy that never needed to exist so of course suicide isn't sad or tragic, suicide is the only way to be free from it all, and if I had N I would be long gone at this point.
The unfortunate reality is that for me actually going through with suicide is something that involves such difficulty. If I had access to some guaranteed peaceful method or knew that I was just going to pass away in my sleep of course I would be comforted by knowing that I was soon to be gone as I've never wanted anything to do with something so horrible as existing.
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