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UmbraDweller

UmbraDweller

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Sep 15, 2023
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I start my day by waking up in existential dread. Then, I hold a pancake brick for multiple hours, untill I gotta urgently piss.

Time for meat suit maintance labour routines! I put on artificial skin, empty all the waste pouches, brush my alpha-keratin spaghetti and skeletons and then brush the brushes that brush skeletons.

I tidy my liveable box and then prepare one humongous dose of foods cuz who tf has energy to do that five times a day? Calculate them calories, don't want me monkey to be a ball.

I do gremlin yoga on spinning apparatus with wheels and consoom foods with warm beverages, while admiring a black cube on me desk.

Afterwards, I return to demo casket and holding a brick cuz I'm already way too exhausted from all the hardcore manual labour.

I observe and plot new interwebs shitposts.

Later, I brush skeletons some more, and then enjoy casket untill I load into not alive simulator (exclusive edition) to hallucinate for at least 12 hours.
 
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R. A.

R. A.

Some day the dream will end
Aug 8, 2022
1,665
Read and/or try to decipher weird posts about what I do with my day

 
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Spite

Spite

Forever Friendless
Aug 20, 2025
45
My routine, at least from Monday to Friday, usually looks like this:

* Wake up at 5:30AM.
* Drag myself to work and start my shift at 6AM.
* Spend the next 10 hours wageslaving and thinking about if I will ever muster up the courage to end my life.
* Clock off around 4PM.
* Drag myself back home and arrive around 4:30PM.
* Sit in my dark, empty house alone and surf the web for the next couple of hours until I eventually fall asleep, usually around 10PM.
* Rinse and repeat.

For Saturdays and Sundays, it's more like this:

* Wake up around 10AM.
* Sit in my dark, empty house alone and surf the web for the entire day.
* Go to sleep around 10PM.
 
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itsgone2

Member
Sep 21, 2025
66
My routine, at least from Monday to Friday, usually looks like this:

* Wake up at 5:30AM.
* Drag myself to work and start my shift at 6AM.
* Spend the next 10 hours wageslaving and thinking about if I will ever muster up the courage to end my life.
* Clock off around 4PM.
* Drag myself back home and arrive around 4:30PM.
* Sit in my dark, empty house alone and surf the web for the next couple of hours until I eventually fall asleep, usually around 10PM.
* Rinse and repeat.

For Saturdays and Sundays, it's more like this:

* Wake up around 10AM.
* Sit in my dark, empty house alone and surf the web for the entire day.
* Go to sleep around 10PM.
You don't have to say but I wonder what you do? Getting up and then starting work are so close together.
I also spend a lot of time doing nothing. Just existing. I want it to end so badly.
 
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Spite

Spite

Forever Friendless
Aug 20, 2025
45
You don't have to say but I wonder what you do? Getting up and then starting work are so close together.
I also spend a lot of time doing nothing. Just existing. I want it to end so badly.
Oh, I just happen to live relatively close to my place of work. Not really comfortable saying exactly what I do for work, I'm sorry to say.
 
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itsgone2

Member
Sep 21, 2025
66
Oh, I just happen to live relatively close to my place of work. Not really comfortable saying exactly what I do for work, I'm sorry to say.
No problem. I understand. I'd rather not either. I have always complained about my job, who doesn't, but now that it's ending I'd give anything to go back to how it was.
 
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Parnate

Specialist
Dec 16, 2021
396
I wake up around 6or 7 in morning. Lie down in bed for next hour or so. Later get up get ready and go to office. Spend nine hours there. Return to apartment , lie in bed for an hour. Later have food and get on bed again till I fall asleep.
Weekends are horrible cause there is nothing to occupy my mind.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,076
It's all just one long battle between procrastinating and putting off chores and, doing them. But, everyday is consumed with work, eating, distracting myself as much as possible and doing minimal chores, for months on end while I have work. When I don't, substitute work with playing video games mostly.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,123
Every day is just a day of futile, unnecessary suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence that I always saw as the most terrible mistake and no matter what existing will always be waiting to die.

I find it the most dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from the abomination of existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I could never see a point to any of this and I find it so undesirable to exist in every way.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this cruel, futile existence suffering so unnecessarily just to die in agony from old age, it's just always so painful to be trapped in this anti-suicide world where suicide is seen as a crime with the suffering and torture seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
 
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