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xxAbigailxx

InLoveWithDeath
Feb 8, 2023
66
For years I have had a suspicion that I was molested as a child and just can't remember it. A month or so ago I found out that I was right, it was my father (I know, clichee...) and he didn't just do it to me but also my oldest sister (and maybe my other sister too). Now the Epstein stuff is also currently a hot topic everywhere (as it should be!!) and it triggers me so hard. I seriously considered CTB again after years of not feeling actively suicidal anymore (passive moments were still happening).

Just the thought of living in a world where this stuff happens and people know of it and still nothing is being done because its people who have money and power that are doing these horrible things... it kills me. I have to actively prevent myself from thinking about it to be able to function at all and it makes me feel so damn guilty because we need to look! We need to talk about this and do something, but I can't handle it.

I think if I ever do it, I will take some of *them* with me, I will find a way. (For legal reasons, this is a joke... totally)
All these poor babies... I need you to know that I am suffering with you. I am sorry we didn't protect you enough, I am sorry the world is this fucked up place.
 
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metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
334
It feel, maybe, mild anger and frustration towards those elites that can carry out their crimes without punishment. I quickly resign to the fact that I'm a nobody who is powerless to do anything about it.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,922
It makes me feel sick. I hate it that we live in a world where people will prey on and exploit others. I somehow find it even worse when women are involved- Ghislaine Maxwell. It's bad enough there are rapists and perverts around but for a woman to procure children to be abused I find appalling. I suppose I have this naive hope that women look out for each other.
 
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left0vers

left0vers

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Feb 23, 2026
59
You can get away with anything if you're rich and likeable. It's very sad.
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
427
It makes me feel no different whatsoever. I already knew that males use will use any power they have to escalate their hedonistic sexual deviancy, and that bitter old women who aren't getting the attention anymore will side with those men so they won't feel abandoned. They'll work together to form entire global structures entirely dedicated to funneling young, attractive people (especially girls) towards selfish manwhores that will abuse them.

It's basically just the status quo of humanity, tale as old as time. Every major religion and government does it, just in different ways and to different degrees depending on how much they think they can get away with. I'm sickened only by how people are surprised by it, like damn you've really been so sheltered that this is shocking and unexpected? Anyways, can't wait for it to be old news by next year.
 
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pumpkinboy

pumpkinboy

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Mar 6, 2026
29
You can get away with anything if you're rich and likeable. It's very sad.
They aren't likeable just rich
It makes me feel no different whatsoever. I already knew that males use will use any power they have to escalate their hedonistic sexual deviancy, and that bitter old women who aren't getting the attention anymore will side with those men so they won't feel abandoned. They'll work together to form entire global structures entirely dedicated to funneling young, attractive people (especially girls) towards selfish manwhores that will abuse them.

It's basically just the status quo of humanity, tale as old as time. Every major religion and government does it, just in different ways and to different degrees depending on how much they think they can get away with. I'm sickened only by how people are surprised by it, like damn you've really been so sheltered that this is shocking and unexpected? Anyways, can't wait for it to be old news by next yea

It makes me feel no different whatsoever. I already knew that males use will use any power they have to escalate their hedonistic sexual deviancy, and that bitter old women who aren't getting the attention anymore will side with those men so they won't feel abandoned. They'll work together to form entire global structures entirely dedicated to funneling young, attractive people (especially girls) towards selfish manwhores that will abuse them.

It's basically just the status quo of humanity, tale as old as time. Every major religion and government does it, just in different ways and to different degrees depending on how much they think they can get away with. I'm sickened only by how people are surprised by it, like damn you've really been so sheltered that this is shocking and unexpected? Anyways, can't wait for it to be old news by next year.
It was across the board the rich
For years I have had a suspicion that I was molested as a child and just can't remember it. A month or so ago I found out that I was right, it was my father (I know, clichee...) and he didn't just do it to me but also my oldest sister (and maybe my other sister too). Now the Epstein stuff is also currently a hot topic everywhere (as it should be!!) and it triggers me so hard. I seriously considered CTB again after years of not feeling actively suicidal anymore (passive moments were still happening).

Just the thought of living in a world where this stuff happens and people know of it and still nothing is being done because its people who have money and power that are doing these horrible things... it kills me. I have to actively prevent myself from thinking about it to be able to function at all and it makes me feel so damn guilty because we need to look! We need to talk about this and do something, but I can't handle it.

I think if I ever do it, I will take some of *them* with me, I will find a way. (For legal reasons, this is a joke... totally)
All these poor babies... I need you to know that I am suffering with you. I am sorry we didn't protect you enough, I am sorry the world is this fucked up place.
What you going to do about it? They gotta go so how are you going to contribute? Think about this
 
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ConfusedClouds

Mage
Mar 9, 2024
502
Yea the lack of accountability really hits me so hard.

How entitled people can be in 'getting what they want at any cost'. The imbalances of it all. But the fact that 'community justice' or the justice system kick in if there were any hints of this kind of behaviour within the general population. Yet there's barely been questions asked let alone arrests, like theres some sort of immunity which just exacerbates the whole thing.
 
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