StarMaiden
when it's cold I'd like to die
- Mar 3, 2023
- 10
I see people I follow on social media and even personal friends talk about admitting themselves to mental hospitals when they're feeling suicidal or depressed and I can't wrap my head around it. Some of them have made multiple "visits" to these facilities. Even when I'm at my lowest and I've felt like maybe admitting myself would be a good idea, I can't bring myself to do it because the bill will total at least several thousand and the debt would only make me worse off than I already was. I understand a lot of people are involuntarily admitted for one reason or another but I'm not really talking about that. I'm moreso referring to people who seem to have the privilege to be able to admit themselves. I won't lie, even though I doubt staying at these facilities is that pleasant, I feel a little jealous that they seem to have the option at all.