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MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

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Aug 1, 2019
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Basically, I'm not in my normal state of mind right now..and I could impulsively take my SN and die in a couple of hours.

How do you know when you're ready to go?
 
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
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That's what I've been wondering too
 
OreoWellington

OreoWellington

Ready To Die
Sep 28, 2019
123
When you feel all the inner peace in your heart and feel and know 1000% all the reasons why you are making this decision. :heart:
 
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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
I'd say if you've felt suicidal continuously for a set period of time, you're probably ready to go. Personally, I set that time at 1 month.
If I felt any hope or happiness during that month, I would reset and start the month wait again.

I've felt no hope or happiness at all in a month, even when I went out to parties etc I spent the whole time thinking about suicide and didn't enjoy myself at all, so I know I'm ready to go.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
When it feels 'right', I'd say. That's different for all of us, but I guess I mean that one would just know or feel it, in that moment.
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

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Nov 30, 2019
285
To me it is when you cry everyday because you are still alive, when you wake up and am dissapointed because you didn't die during the sleep.
And very important as well: when you are losing yourself as in you're losing all the positivity, happiness and joy you used to have & when you can't enjoy anything anymore
 
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Mar 11, 2019
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You answered your own question. And im far beyond that point, i might do something impulsive, fuck this
 
LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
For me, it was when:
Education/exams stopped due to Instructors strike.
Past age 50.
Parents dead. (One by MAID)
Brother dislikes me.
Daughter (only child) dislikes me. I've had to go NC because I re-traumatize her.
This causes crazy amounts of guilt.
SigO "tolerates" me because of his religion.
(Yep, the only reason why I still have a SigO is because of a 2000 year old Palestinian Zombie Son of an Angry Old Man in the Sky!)
No job references/burned bridges.
My behaviour has alienated everyone.
Inpatient care unit is done with me.
I've done "all the things". All the time.
Now I am just done.
 
imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
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For me, it was when:
Education/exams stopped due to Instructors strike.
Past age 50.
Parents dead. (One by MAID)
Brother dislikes me.
Daughter (only child) dislikes me. I've had to go NC because I re-traumatize her.
This causes crazy amounts of guilt.
SigO "tolerates" me because of his religion.
(Yep, the only reason why I still have a SigO is because of a 2000 year old Palestinian Zombie Son of an Angry Old Man in the Sky!)
No job references/burned bridges.
My behaviour has alienated everyone.
Inpatient care unit is done with me.
I've done "all the things". All the time.
Now I am just done.

I'm sorry you're in this situation. If you're willing to share, may I ask why your daughter dislikes you? I ask as I also dislike my parents, should you want any advice from the daughters perspective please let me know (you can also PM if you like). Hope things improve for you and everyone else on here
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
When you're finally at peace with your decision... I think when you find yourself asking others people when do you know you're ready to ctb, it means you aren't ready or aren't 100% at peace with your decision to ctb just yet. I tend to waver a bit with ctb as my mood fluctuates, and as it does, so does my desire to ctb. Bipolar is such a pain in my ass. But ultimately, I've accepted my fate. I will ctb. The only thing that causes me to flip flip is my love for my loved ones, but if you're not living for yourself there's no point in living at all. I'm merely a shell of a person. I'm prolonging my pain and suffering for others, which isn't okay or sustainable to me.
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

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Nov 8, 2019
307
I think if you're doing it "impulsively" then clearly you are not ready. If you were ready then you would take your time planning it out as to minimize mistakes. Being impulsive just means you're running away from something, in this instance life, hoping that death will bring you peace. That's the difference between those who are just wishing they would die, constantly venting on this site about possibly doing it, and those who are beyond that, who take the time to analyze their life circumstances and come to a decision it has to be done. If you're a mature and serious person once you make that decision it's basically just getting the supplies and timing right, meaning finding a hotel,, waiting for people to be out of the house, cleaning up finances, etc. I'm not saying people won't second guess themselves and it's even ok if they begin the process and turn back. But In my opinion being impulsive just means you're still deep down not truly ready, youre just trying to escape the current pain.... then again a very few really ever are ready, probably mostly old or very sick people who have given it every try and there's nothing left. Takes a lot of will and strength to overcome the survival instinct.
 

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