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WrongGuy
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- Oct 9, 2020
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I just feel lot depressed these days, I'm struggling to do basic tasks, I just feel anything slightly going wrong in my life now will push me over the edge
When people that once cared for you start distancing themselves away from you. When society doesn't acknowledge your existence and your a ghost to the world around you. When you feel that it's too late to fix anything and that the world won't mind that you dip out permanently.
I should have gone in 1999 then....Using that logic, I should definitely CTB. I have lost my status in society and my own family hate me. My only friend from rehab doesn't really talk to me anymore.
I should have gone in 1999 then....
No situation not improved, have had very few good times but mainly still same...I have my CTB planned and ready to go and have the peace from that...at the end of the day my peace is the most important thing to meAnd did your situation improve in the last 21 years? It seems not if you registered on here. I don't mean to offend you.
No situation not improved, have had very few good times but mainly still same...I have my CTB planned and ready to go and have the peace from that...at the end of the day my peace is the most important thing to me
I hope you find the peace you need, also replied to your post about pills please seriously think about it...happy to discuss more in a PM if you want I've done 9ODs and not great....Ok. I suppose I am lucky in that I have mainly had a happy life but my family have made my situation increasingly unbearable, having me arrested and constantly living in fear and anxiety in the last few months alone. The only release for me is to CTB, I've tried everything else.