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coolbeansniner55

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Nov 2, 2025
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I always feel a little guilty whenever I hangout with my family and friends knowing that Im gonna do this
 
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CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

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Oct 29, 2025
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I go about as usual, just less mindful about health. Though I do feel a strange mix of relief and anxiety.
 
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death or death

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Nov 5, 2025
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I go about as usual, just less mindful about health. Though I do feel a strange mix of relief and anxiety.
I feel relief too in the sense that I've got the opportunity to CTB, it's honestly a weird feeling, kinda counter-productive since it feels like a purpose.
 
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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

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May 14, 2024
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it weirdly makes me feel lighter to know i'm going to ctb. i feel more inclined to live my days fuller.
 
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