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shadow11
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- Jul 31, 2018
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I'm so sick feel so bad but cant get past the fear. I'm not afraid of dying but afraid of failing and things being worse. I've only got one shot at this.
I'm on the edge dont know how much longerI'm so sick feel so bad but cant get past the fear. I'm not afraid of dying but afraid of failing and things being worse. I've only got one shot at this.
No I haven't picked a date but I know its getting closer cause I'm getting sickerHave you picked a date yet. It'll probably help you focus. You've been saying the same thing for a couple of weeks now so unless you make a decision you'll still be stuck like this at christmas and beyond.
Oh I hope so hope I dont pass out firstOnce you've got 5mg of clonazepam + some alcohol in it'll very likely cancel the terror.
What about the withdrawels from the benzos1. Water-fasting
This is literally the only way I've found to cure my anxiety. The problem is that it comes back after a few days. If I was capable of doing it for 3-4 weeks, I could solve the problem for good, and it'd make dying much easier.
This might work for you, as well.
Me too just cant go through with withdrawals againI think failing is what bothers me the most. I have failed at pretty much everything in my life, so it stands to reason I will fuck this up too. My body aches and hurts so much from two years of unassisted, untreated, forced cold turkey withdrawal from a very high dose of Benzos. When the day comes, I want to leave this world in as much of a calm and peaceful manner as I can possibly manage.
How do you plan to goMe too just cant go through with withdrawals again