ZardozOmega
Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
- Mar 4, 2020
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What do you guys do when things get particularly hairy? How do you forget about the problems?
And this too.When I have it, I smoke weed
I play games and sleep too to cope. I recently got ahold of some benzos, though I only take it when I feel really anxiousI am always playing games to cope. Recently I am triyng to do with benzos.
And this too.
I often pass out hoping everything I took will be enough to go peacefully. Ultimately I think I will need some SN and stop torturing myself here any longer.Any drug I can get my hands on and zone out watching something. It doesn't work all the time though and I end up getting consumed by my thoughts.
Yeah sleeping is a way to go too. I got ahold of benzos just today (in quantity). Took just 0.5mg alprazolam for now, and will test how i will be w/ this in the next days. (I am supposed to take it only when anxious too, but... drugs and me, we have kinda relationship)I play games and sleep too to cope. I recently got ahold of some benzos, though I only take it when I feel really anxious
I would try to take 2 Ativans, but I don't want to get too addictedYeah sleeping is a way to go too. I got ahold of benzos just today (in quantity). Took just 0.5mg alprazolam for now, and will test how i will be w/ this in the next days. (I am supposed to take it only when anxious too, but... drugs and me, we have kinda relationship)
thats the only avenue available to me. unfortunately, i cant find games i like to keep me busy, and my computer is quickly becoming obsolete.I play games and sleep too to cope. I recently got ahold of some benzos, though I only take it when I feel really anxious
I'll have to replace my computer in the next few years as I've had it for 3. I wish I could play online with my friends on my Nintendo Switch, but my grandma doesn't have unlimited internet so I have to use my 4G LTEthats the only avenue available to me. unfortunately, i cant find games i like to keep me busy, and my computer is quickly becoming obsolete.
Same here I don't know how long I can keep going like this. I hope you find the peace you're looking forI often pass out hoping everything I took will be enough to go peacefully. Ultimately I think I will need some SN and stop torturing myself here any longer.
And I hope for the same for you. I don't think I was ever meant for this life.Same here I don't know how long I can keep going like this. I hope you find the peace you're looking for
I'm starting to believe I wasn't meant for this life either. I'm terrible at "adulting" for starters and today, I had some car trouble and I had no idea what to do to fix it so I had to call my dad to help me. This just makes me feel incompetent.And I hope for the same for you. I don't think I was ever meant for this life.
Before: I solved the problems
Today: The problems solved me
I have no more problems, I have September 27th
I have pushed and pushed all my life especially adult life to be something amd be satisfied but I am never satisfied and things turn out like crap usually. I was just not meant to be this being. I hate it.I'm starting to believe I wasn't meant for this life either. I'm terrible at "adulting" for starters and today, I had some car trouble and I had no idea what to do to fix it so I had to call my dad to help me. This just makes me feel incompetent.
I also hate it too. I wish I were more competentI have pushed and pushed all my life especially adult life to be something amd be satisfied but I am never satisfied and things turn out like crap usually. I was just not meant to be this being. I hate it.
Thanks for talking with me. I love this site so much. It helps me cope with this shit life. Have a nice eveningToday has been a regular crappy day, but I must say being here talking with you all who understand and know what it is like gives me some comfort. I need to sleep. Maybe not ctb tonight but I am going to take some painkillers and have a couple drinks and have some peace this evening. Thank you all and may we all find peace someday soon.