ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
What do you guys do when things get particularly hairy? How do you forget about the problems?
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
When I have it, I smoke weed
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,109
i wish i could just forget about them but it doesnt work for me, at some point i always get reminded and spiral down and down.. drugs helped but its a short lived thing..
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
339
it's hard to forget something that affects you every day, there are healthy and unhealthy ways. How to use drugs or drinks, or exercise, take care of yourself, go to a psychologist ...
 
thethatsitboy

thethatsitboy

Nós tudo vive pra morrer, mas luta pela vida
Jul 4, 2020
175
I am always playing games to cope. Recently I am triyng to do with benzos.

When I have it, I smoke weed
And this too.
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
It's getting harder and harder lately.

I use tons of drugs or waste countless hours consuming media, but it barely helps me anymore.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I am always playing games to cope. Recently I am triyng to do with benzos.


And this too.
I play games and sleep too to cope. I recently got ahold of some benzos, though I only take it when I feel really anxious
 
Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,877
I can barely cope at all, the only real escape is sleep, sometimes eating. I comfort myself by saying that I'll be able to go through with it when I really need to...but it's cold comfort
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
I have alcohol on stand by which does not help enough. Yesterday I added cutting to try to cope. Eventually I will ctb because nothing has made this existence any better.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Any drug I can get my hands on and zone out watching something. It doesn't work all the time though and I end up getting consumed by my thoughts.
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
Any drug I can get my hands on and zone out watching something. It doesn't work all the time though and I end up getting consumed by my thoughts.
I often pass out hoping everything I took will be enough to go peacefully. Ultimately I think I will need some SN and stop torturing myself here any longer.
 
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thethatsitboy

thethatsitboy

Nós tudo vive pra morrer, mas luta pela vida
Jul 4, 2020
175
I play games and sleep too to cope. I recently got ahold of some benzos, though I only take it when I feel really anxious
Yeah sleeping is a way to go too. I got ahold of benzos just today (in quantity). Took just 0.5mg alprazolam for now, and will test how i will be w/ this in the next days. (I am supposed to take it only when anxious too, but... drugs and me, we have kinda relationship)
 
Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,565
Overdosing on meds and fall asleep
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Yeah sleeping is a way to go too. I got ahold of benzos just today (in quantity). Took just 0.5mg alprazolam for now, and will test how i will be w/ this in the next days. (I am supposed to take it only when anxious too, but... drugs and me, we have kinda relationship)
I would try to take 2 Ativans, but I don't want to get too addicted
 
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Gratefulcorpse

Member
Aug 20, 2019
31
Weed, Dextromethorphan, music and overdosing on prescription pills especially Benzos and Sometimes Ritalin to induce a state of sleep deprivation.
 
ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
I play games and sleep too to cope. I recently got ahold of some benzos, though I only take it when I feel really anxious
thats the only avenue available to me. unfortunately, i cant find games i like to keep me busy, and my computer is quickly becoming obsolete.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
thats the only avenue available to me. unfortunately, i cant find games i like to keep me busy, and my computer is quickly becoming obsolete.
I'll have to replace my computer in the next few years as I've had it for 3. I wish I could play online with my friends on my Nintendo Switch, but my grandma doesn't have unlimited internet so I have to use my 4G LTE :notsure:
 
Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
I often pass out hoping everything I took will be enough to go peacefully. Ultimately I think I will need some SN and stop torturing myself here any longer.
Same here I don't know how long I can keep going like this. I hope you find the peace you're looking for :heart:
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
Same here I don't know how long I can keep going like this. I hope you find the peace you're looking for :heart:
And I hope for the same for you. I don't think I was ever meant for this life.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Before: I solved the problems
Today: The problems solved me

I have no more problems, I have September 27th
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
And I hope for the same for you. I don't think I was ever meant for this life.
I'm starting to believe I wasn't meant for this life either. I'm terrible at "adulting" for starters and today, I had some car trouble and I had no idea what to do to fix it so I had to call my dad to help me. This just makes me feel incompetent.
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
Before: I solved the problems
Today: The problems solved me

I have no more problems, I have September 27th
I'm starting to believe I wasn't meant for this life either. I'm terrible at "adulting" for starters and today, I had some car trouble and I had no idea what to do to fix it so I had to call my dad to help me. This just makes me feel incompetent.
I have pushed and pushed all my life especially adult life to be something amd be satisfied but I am never satisfied and things turn out like crap usually. I was just not meant to be this being. I hate it.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I have pushed and pushed all my life especially adult life to be something amd be satisfied but I am never satisfied and things turn out like crap usually. I was just not meant to be this being. I hate it.
I also hate it too. I wish I were more competent
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
Today has been a regular crappy day, but I must say being here talking with you all who understand and know what it is like gives me some comfort. I need to sleep. Maybe not ctb tonight but I am going to take some painkillers and have a couple drinks and have some peace this evening. Thank you all and may we all find peace someday soon.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Today has been a regular crappy day, but I must say being here talking with you all who understand and know what it is like gives me some comfort. I need to sleep. Maybe not ctb tonight but I am going to take some painkillers and have a couple drinks and have some peace this evening. Thank you all and may we all find peace someday soon.
Thanks for talking with me. I love this site so much. It helps me cope with this shit life. Have a nice evening
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Meditation, anime, gaming and food will usually calm me down
 
clocktower

clocktower

anxious
Jun 25, 2020
64
sleep as much as possible...although i have to hope i don't have nightmares.
 
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Darrenloses

Darrenloses

Student
Nov 27, 2018
105
I need to keep myself constantly occupied else the intrusive thoughts come in, so I watch a lot of videos or read.. helps to an extent
 
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