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dying_kwik2000

dying_kwik2000

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Nov 1, 2025
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How did you choose you suicide date? Does it have special significance? Or is it random?
 
corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
250
I simply chose a date that felt right to me.
 
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peewee

Specialist
Oct 16, 2025
351
my date will be as soon as i get what i need and feel ready, but soon, before the month is up hopefully
 
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SunriseParabellum

SunriseParabellum

Member
Jan 24, 2025
37
My date will probably just be "whenever I decide I'm really truly over it" but if I have the wherewithall to actually choose once I've reached that point, probably a day someone else of importance to my family died so I just make one day extra miserable instead of adding a whole new shitty day to the year
 
Abandoned Phantom

Abandoned Phantom

Member
Oct 3, 2025
89
Don't have a specific date in mind, but sometime in the First week of December. Assuming i've gathered my supples that is. Now I'm debating if I should wait for a rainy day or not.
 
TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,266
at this point im gonna throw a fuckin dart at a calendar
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

Ashes of a Dreamer

Looking for freedom out of this hell
Dec 29, 2024
161
First, I was thinking about something symbolical, a day that a person I admire died too, but now I'm just gathering everything I need (again) to ctb in a day where I'm alone in the house and won't be disturbed for hours. In fact, working with a specific date can be very complicated, as things tend to go different than our plans.
 
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