Black Rose Bunny
I’m having simpsons of mental illness
- Jan 29, 2020
- 116
every time i try to kill myself i can't get past this wall, i can't stop thinking about how everything's just gonna stop and i'm just going to experience non existence. i get so freaked out and i back out every time
i know i want to die, my issues are ones that objectively cannot be solved, and ones i don't want to live with. i'm unemployed and every day i'm in my room alone wishing for death, surrounded by anxiety and depression. i know no one will miss me other than my pets, who have other people. i know this is forever until i die. i feel so sure that i want to die, i can't even imagine the future i just expect myself to die, but i can't get over that wall.
i don't understand how other people do it, it must take so much courage
i know i want to die, my issues are ones that objectively cannot be solved, and ones i don't want to live with. i'm unemployed and every day i'm in my room alone wishing for death, surrounded by anxiety and depression. i know no one will miss me other than my pets, who have other people. i know this is forever until i die. i feel so sure that i want to die, i can't even imagine the future i just expect myself to die, but i can't get over that wall.
i don't understand how other people do it, it must take so much courage